DEADmemories*

2008-01-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

Black & White
Rights & Wrongs
Truths & Lies
Left & Right,
there's no in-between.
but it doesnt matter, does it ?

i need to pick myself up again.
Way to go, Ass (:

2008-01-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

why.
there are so many questions in my mind
but there's no answer to it.
I'm really sorry, i didnt mean it.

Alright, when you go to school w/o the feeling like going to school,
everything feels boring.
School was very sleepy today, i almost doze off during MT & SS.
so, the medicine the doctor gave is making my eyes worse than better -.-
is like when you apply the eyedrop,
you'll taste that sucky thing in your throat.
which is, really t-e-r-r-i-b-l-e. Right MOMO ?
& so i keep complain this to my Auntyy the whole day :D HAHA
Math lesson was quite fine, time pass really fast (:
lunched at cp, slacked & went home.
It's really like lots of mixture of moods now,
hyper ; emo ; frustrated ; worried etc
Seriously, i dont know what's up with me (?)
i think i'm really a no-life person now. HAHAHA
Random, i misss raining days, that super good weather !
God bless mom, please
Nights.
{&Overcoming fears.

2008-01-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

Weekends are finally here, but it doesn't feel like one to me.
this week's been real chaotic & tiring, crashed
rushing of lessons, lots of homework, band almost everyday, ACT.
i miss the good old days last year ..
okay anyway, cca open house ytd
full band uniform = G-O-N-E -.- i look like ...
the parade square was very lively you know, like damn crowed.
So today went to continue on D&T with Aunty at rm ljs
We manage to stay there for 3+ hours, unbelievable !
punggol lasi lemak for dinner & went home.
HAHA, i think i can go to the sheeep farm & be a part of their family members.
i ate a whole plate of vege just now, blahh ~~imissahma'skangkong ):~~
Meeting Hweelinggggg & others for studying sessions tmr,
was like woah ~ the sudden motivation to study so much. Good thing !
hopefully i can absorb something in :D
yah, it's been so long since my weekends are occupied with studies.
Continue on my foilo later at night, i still got a hell lot to go
i tell you, it already took me like half a day just to complete the cover page
my art & drawing sucks, i-feel-like-choping-off-my-hands ):
Aint in the best of mood these few days, i doubt hardly anyone is ?
life's getting harder :/
tsk?! oh ass, why do you sound like you're dyingggggggg ?
I'm supposed to be optimistic ! tmr will be a better day (: Yes, happpy !
{&Missing pieces in my life;

2008-01-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

School's fine today
just that am not feeling very well, with heavy eyelid all the way.
Math, that lesson sucked all my brain juice i tell you -.-
but still, i'm very satisfied lah, at least i can manage some by myself !
okay, first timeeee :D
Alright I'm so drained out now, after surviving school with 3 hours plus of sleep.
i swear i'll sleep early tonight !
Math block test topic are out, i am going to die.
yes, die. bacause TOA-CAH-SOH is tested ):
Nothing much, i feel really random
i dont feel like going school, super no life
okay i know this post is very boring so byebye!
I find that things are going on way too fast.
it's like, i'm racing against time.
I dont like
can't it .. just slow it down ?
):

2008-01-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

Weekends, day that everyone's always waiting for :D
I think all the staying up to the late nights are making my eyebag all coming out!
so gone, i-dont-like.
I'm gona start studying from tmr onwards,
okay i know i everytime saysay only -.-
But no, i must be serious this time, hopefully i can make it
cause .. mom had start giving me stressss already ):
i tell you, its the first time she's giving me this kind of "studying-stress"
last time she's not even like this,
i wonder if its a good or bad thing for me.
so yah, gota put everything aside & concentrate
still-feeling-hopeless, haha
but anyway this is what i plan to do for the whole of the year, (HOPEFULLY)
With lessons starting, i think i'm gone be so dead
the timetable's seem so no life to me.
& next week ACT class starts e-v-e-r-y-d-a-y,
omggggg ! i'm gona turn nuts -.-
okay offf. i need food, i need laughters !
{&Maybe we're trying, trying too hard.

2008-01-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

I prepared like a mad cow this morning,
& rush out home like suaku to the bus stop & catch that damn bus.
H-A-H-A, so hopefully i can get up on time tomorrow
Back to school & the war begins -.-
seriously, i rather to stay at home or rot to death,
or work till i'm damnnn exhausted than going to school.
many things were super gone lah i tell you.
alot of banding & stuffs, spilt here spilt there
but the lucky thing was daivdchua being my math tcher this time
if not, GOOD GAME -.-
lunched with Aunty after school, slacked & went home.
4 hours of sweet afternoon nap, & my mind is so clear now(: i like
i love my blogg song !
i shall say its kind of a emo/sad/nothappy or "whatever you call" type of song ?
BUT i'm not an emo freak okay, :D HAHA
in fact, my mood's been alright today.
When all's said & done, all roads lead to the same end.
so it's not so much which road you take, as how you take it.
Goodnights !

2008-01-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

Hello 2008 ! It's my first post this year ,
there's always a need to try out new things & fit into new enviroment right?
so i hope 4N2/08 will be a nice class to be with (:
I'm not sure if i'll be bloggging that much this coming year ahead,
but of cause, i do hope i wouldn't let this blogg turn rustyyyy !
so yah, i find it hard to believe i've ald survivied in BARTLEY for 3 years -.-
seriously coming to bartley wasn't my choice at all you know,
I HATE SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL ):
its starting real soon, like tmr ? omg
i'm so not looking forward to it please , Well .. who does ?
& i've not touch my pens for very long,
my handwriting looks really u-g-l-y now. trust me !
Say hello to tchers, classmates, whiteboard, blue tables & textbookssss -.-
Muscle aches + stomach cramps = feels like dying :x
if i got a choice i dont want to be a female in my next life
HAHA, okay i'm gone i know. zzz
till here, Goodnights !
{& I just wanna treat you right,
those beautiful things that you keep inside.

2007-12-31T01:43:00.000+08:00

BACK(:
And this post, shall mark a beautiful ending to 2007 .
For all good things to come to an end ,
& bad things to never come again (:
This year , has been a really hectic year , full of ups & downs
at times , or many times i shall say;
i've had the wrong thoughts , made the wrong decisions
& taken the wrong moves
but maybe some of these mistakes have brought me to realise many things
& this year's been a mess too , but w/o this mess;
i think i'll never grown up & get out of my stupid navie thoughts .
New year resolutions i've got alot in mind ,
but the main is still ; " peace "
& so i'm gona live H-A-P-P-Y everyday :D
Yah , it's the last day of year 2007 ,
i hope everyone have had a great 364 days ,
a wonderful last day of the year ,
& lastly , a happy and fulfilling 365 days ahead (:
welcome 2008!

2007-12-11T03:54:00.000+08:00

Dearest granny, rest in peace );
Time stated " 9.36PM ; 6DEC2007 " my dear granny , she passed away .
this deeply affected everyone's mood , especially mom's
she dotes on us alot , i'll definitely misss her cookings, esp her kangkong .
I was actually very much looking forward to our next big family gathering ,
but now it seems so meaningless without her around D:
The saddest part was the two weeks she spent lying on the hospital bed ,
with that damn oxygen mask without any food & drink .
i saw her suffering alot , it breaks my heart seriously
Yesterday , we sent her off for creamtion and it was raining very heavily
everyone was ~~crying terribly~~ .
Why do we always take things or our love ones for granted ?
We'll only miss them when they're gone ,
away from this world , a far away land .
And now , there's no chance we'll meet again .

2007-10-26T02:56:00.000+08:00

Mom just told me a very bad news . yes , very bad indeed
my Ahma had been admitted to the hospital , with a pretty bad condition .
she tell me , onces the bacteria got spread into her heart ,
we've prepare for the worst . meaning , yah .. );
God please bless grandma to recover & to live a healthy&fulfilling life .
so now my family were all in a i-dont-know-how-to-describe mood
hopefully everything will turn out to be fine ASAP , please '
Its the last day before school ends , officially
i'm freaking scare now , scare of many things ;
grandma's conditions & a few more hours time to report book .
yah . i always told myself i must be mentally prepared before everything
but still , i cannot make it D;
like what Auntyy use to nagg at me & say ;
what if the result we want is negative ?
omg , i dont even dare to imagine/think of it please ):
Alright . i'm off , hiting 3 .
God bless me for later on & most importantly ,
please bless my dearest grandma to make it through on her battlefield ;
I really hope to bring good news back .

2007-10-24T03:13:00.000+08:00

Oh-my-god , please totally ignore the previous post
I am not an emo freak okay ,
part of me is back to normal already [: HAHA
Okay , how lame right ?
Anyway , stay-at-home day . wake up at 3 plus & rot all the way
Sushis & green tea for late lunch , great fooood again . i like ~
And ohya saying about food ;
i've eaten serangoon central's chicken porridge ytd after band
& it was , y-u-m-m-y [:
but its just that , the yu-tiao is abit longgggggggg . right hweeling ? haha
It's like 3.02AM now & i've just eaten my supper
yes , its sinful but i cant stop the temptations at this time . tsktsk
Hahaha , I can't believe it but I'm actually in a good mood now
haha ! I know , I'm so irritating
ha-ha-ha-ha okay shut up -.-
I feel like heading to beach to catch the sunrise now
but I know its ridiculous ~
Tomorrow will be a damn good day ,
town-ing & all with Auntyy , Total yayness ! :D
as well as guanyin temple for preyinggggggs " Lol . so random
Hopefully i can find my "yi-ke-heart tee" please
& i'm gona enjoy whats left of tomorrow & worry for friday
till then . Nights , rest well & dont overtired "
{&I dont regret a single day , the joy & pain along the way ;

2007-10-23T02:14:00.000+08:00

Many people just get by life everyday
with all the stuff that they're suppose to do .
Life doesn't always go our way & lots of things are beyond our control ,
it just depends on how we want to perspect and deal with it .
Thinking of way outs / solution
to make ourselves feel better is mentally tiring & never easy .
We have so many things we wanted to do ,
wanted to achieve in life but at the end of the day
it's just that ; we become too tired to do anything or even to think about it .
And i wonder , what's life gona be ahead of me .
just close your eyes , cause tomorrow is on it's way .
Nights

2007-10-22T03:49:00.000+08:00

Time check : 3:37AM
its officially Monday & a very random post here
oh wait , i got a BIG mosquito bite on my left cheek now -.-
i'm so so so b-o-r-e-d & i'm abit hungry too .
Toning through msn with Auntyy tonight ,
hopefully i wont fall alseeeeep .
Currently listening to - Lips of an angel by Hinder
go listen to that song , it's super good [:
I'm so into old emo songs now ,
they drill my heart open like dont-know-what .
So yah sometimes , I think, i think too much
i have too much questions in mind
& i doubt the simplest things in life .
Alright . enough nonsense , off for supper
eating at 3am is sinful .. but whatever
till thennnnnnnnnn , Goodnights '
{&I dont know how to play hide & seek with a unknown heart ;

2007-10-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

[ Here By Me ; 3 Doors Down ]

I hope you're doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you:

And everything I had in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I can't take another day without you
'Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long, just to hold you
And be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever know gets swept away
Inside of your love:

And everything I had in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you're not here

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
Everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I had in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

And everything I had in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

blahhhh , it's just lyrics
(:

-

Happy 18th birthday to , BROTHER ~
Finally he've grown up , you know this afternoon when i wake up
he came to me showing off his IC & telling me how happy he is
just because he's finally an adult now (?)
yah , i dont know what talking he too .
he is smiling/laughing like nuts today :\
& guess what ?
he even forced me to wish him " happy birthday " for like , 18 times -.-
You know , although he could be a real pest at times
although he always disturb me & had never treated me esp good
although he wasnt the potential brother who would stand up for me
& b-l-a-h stuffs ,
he's actually nice lah ' a good brother indeed ,
at least he is willing to have fun with me when i'm lonely
& he never failed to lend his ears to me .
yah but afterall , he's still a moron (:
So anyway , today was a stay-at-home day for me
i spend my whole entire day walking up & down ,
left & right around the house . like super retard please -.-
boredom really killlllllllllllllllllllllls "
So i had my fish & chips for lunch this afternoon
& sushis for dinner just now . okay . all great food , i like ~
oh auntyy . i miss eating lasak also , with many many "ham" right ? [:
so yah , Mac delivery later at midnight
as what that moron tells me before he went out & play ,
he say he will be treating for today's supper & i'm excited lah
.. alright fine , i dont know wth i'm excited for too -.-''' Goodness me !
okay . i'm talking too much , since like such a long time ?
ahh whatever
Nights & takecare ;
{&I'll bury the thoughts of you somewhere deep & faraway ;

2007-10-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hello to world ,
my beloved mom wont be in singapore the next few days
she just fly off this morning at 5
&&& you know what ?
I didnt went to the airport & sent her off because , i overslept
Yah , o-v-e-r-s-l-e-p-t
please say i'm a " Bu xiao zi " ):
Anyway , now the whole house only left with me , Pony & my BROTHER .
i tell you , i dont know how am i gona survive with that MORON -.-
I love raining days , this few day's weather was so great .
So , i didn't turn up for school today , self-holiday again
thanks Momo for taking down my results ;
wake up around 1 plus , stay home & rot the whole day ~
shaggg , i still got many thing left undone
- My room is super messy , i haven tidy yet
- Pony is so smelly already , i haven bath him
- My simcard got problem , i haven get it fix
- I haven eat my dinner
- & i've a number of smses not yet replied
Blahhhhhhhhh ~ okay all nonsense i know
just that i'm feeling super uneasy you know ,
so many things undone :\
sudddddden craving for mrbean milk NOW . omg , howhowhow ?
alright , i don't know what i'm doing/talking/typing
i only know today's post is full of craps & rubbish , & i miss my mom .
till here , offf to bath
Nights & takecare all ;
{& I miss those good old days .

2007-10-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

No schooool today , which was sucha happy case right ? haha
okay , so was a great day with Auntyy , went out & slack [:
Meet her at cp , & we had lasak for lunch again .
went to slack around & had sudden plan to Punggol end
so , trained & bused 82 down ;
I swear , it's beeen super long time since i last went to a beach
i loveee going to the beach lah ~
Did enjoy alot with her , & our never-ending nonsenses :D hoho
after everyhting , went back to cp for Mrbean milk , slacked & went home .
Brought Pony down for walk . ha-ha-ha
i'm sucha good owner right ? okay nonsense
I've been eating alooot , again
but nevermind , i like ~ eating alot is good for health ma !
okay , my ear got infection -.- Goshhhhhhhhh ~
& you know what ? Auntyy enjoy putting the ear solution for me . lol
yes . I'm exam-free now , finally ~
no more mugwars , books & noteeees .
But at the same time , no Joyyyy too . i've flunked all papers
you know , i even screw up my most important papars ):
like , i've so little confidence on the results , or maybe not even abit .
As what i've heard last week , half of 3N3 will repeat
Damm , my whole heart sank please D:
so yah , i've prepare for the worst
I predicted that i would be 1 of them retaining in my class
yah , i would be the 1 in that half .
Arghhh well ..
nevermind , whats done is done
Let's look on the bright side & move on with L-I-F-E .
okay till here , Nights & takecare all ;
{& Its the happiness inside you're feeling that matters most .

2007-10-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

A short one here ,
before i head off to burn midnight oil , studyyyyyyyy .
God bless me please , D&T - my last & only chance
yeppps , Jiayohs ASS ! & Auntyy , jiayoh too alright ?
So yah , Mugwar with girlfs was cancel ,
but mugwar with Auntyy continues :D
Meet up with her as usual at cp ,
lunch at Swensen & study all the way till evening time .
haha it's weird lah , studying in Swensen ?
but who cares right ? as long as we're happppppy .
so , Dinner at banquet (wadever the spelling is) ,
lasak is today's loveeeeee ~ okay , what am i talking ? -.-
blah , we've sudden craving for lasak lah . haa
After dinner , Mr bean soya milk to ldf , slacked & went home .
Okay , I think I'm suffering from food temptations
i've been eating alot this days , omg ~ super not good
ONE MORE DAY ; TWO MORE PAPER , HANG ON
okay , till here . Get well sooooooooon !
Nights & takecare ,
{& Absence makes the heart grow fonder ;

2007-10-14T19:28:00.000+08:00

I dont understand why i'm behaving like this ,
i dont know what i'm hiding from ,
& i dont know what i'm fearing of .

I wanted to tell you about my saturday ,
but out of the sudden , i feel so blank when i wna type .. blah
i spent almost my whole day with Auntyy ,
so yah . more info in her bloggg -
Today . wake up at 4.30PM , slept for 12 full soild hours
the feeling was super great & i've got sweeeeet dreams too [:
Meeting girlfs for mugwar tomorrow , studyyyyyyy
So like , 2 more papers to go & exams-free ~
but i'll just die , its D&T and PHY paper -.-
okay till here , takecare all
{& If you asked , how many times have you cross my mind ;
Only once , cause you never left .

2007-10-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

No school today ! [:
Okay great , i'm happy with the amount of craps i've written for geog paper
the whole paper is full of nonsense ,
I screwed up english oral , i cannot understand the picture at all D:
I didnt go out , i didnt out & play today ):
all thanks to my eyes , the infection is back again .
was actually meeting Auntyyy for dinner at night ,
but .. my eyes . sorry my dear !
Anyway , was staying the whole day at home , rotting away .
i am so boredddddd ~
but i'm meeting auntyy tmr :D hopefully my eyes will recover .
till then , Nights & takecare
{ & no matter how strong we pretend to be ,
we all can be fragile , even superheros too .

2007-10-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Mommy & Beta -
Finally math paper's over , happy [:
just 3 more papers to go ! yes , THREE more ~
Okay , so like i've no comment on Paper 1&2 ,
you know my standard for math , it's terrrrrrrrrrible -.-
Paper ends super early today , & now i've just got home .
meeting girlfs for mugwar after this , add oil !
till here . off to prepare .
&& My beloved mom
I love you more than anything in this world !
yes , despite my tantrums & my nonsense <3

2007-10-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

Today's weather was great . i like (:
English P2 was a gone case ,
i was writing like a mad cow there -.-
and i've no time to finish all . ohgod ~
& as for Chemisty paper , all my answers doesnt make sense at all
I dont even know wth i am writing through out .
as usual , i flunked both paper ):
School dismissed , head to kovan with girlfs
& had barrrrr-chor-meeee for lunch , we're BCM lovers ~ Lol
the meeee taste urberrrrrrr good luh .
brought ice-cream & went down to slack at around mrt area .
after awhile , went look for mom & accompany her for lunch
sorrry for the long waiting ah loveeeeees [:
left around 2 plus , head off to compass with auntyy .
Mrbean's soya milk , slack at ldf & went home .
so , at around 0930 . prepare & head off to fetch mom from work ,
:D see . ASS is being sucha faithful daughter today ! bhb ~
hahahahaaaaaa , okay nonsense -.-
Tomorrow's math paper , so anti-climax please .
gota go stufff my mind with formulas tonight ,
i must try , i cannot get 3/100 again , or single digit marks this time ):
okay , thurdays & saturday's photos up -

&& these are soooooo loves [:

till here , Nights to all ~
{&I'm going out of my mind ,
It's been running out of time .

2007-10-07T11:42:00.000+08:00

Stay-home sunday .
i've not touch any notes/textbook/file or whatever so far
i'm sooooo dead , i know .
feel so disheartening lahhh , okay nonsense -.-
I'm prepare to flunk tmr's chemisty paper
the only subject that i will never understand a single thing ,
i only know hydrogen or whatsoever will come out a pop sound ?
God bless me ~
The weather today is so much better than ytd's , agreeeee ?
at least there's few drops of rain in the afternoon .
I want good-weather tmr !
okay till here, Nights to all
{The good news is that it's the end of the line,
& all the things heal with time, so just let it be.
But, the bad news is that while time heals all wounds,
it will eventually be the thing that kills you.

2007-10-07T06:09:00.000+08:00

Time check ; 0603AM '
Good morninggggg ~
just done with editing template , the words kinda small . i like '
okay so , another sleepless night . nobody's online now & i'm so bored
The weather is killing me , i've bath for like 0282045 times already
but i still feeel so warm -.-
& ohya , I think i need a haircut soon . my hair is turning into grassssssss lah ~
alright till here ! off to bed ,
{&I have no idea how much time i need to give myself ;

2007-10-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

A short & fast one , i'm very lazy ~
anyway , i've just eaten one big apple .
hahahahaha -.- okay not funny i know
i only know , an apple a day , keeps the doctor away ! okay nonsense
Mugging sessions with auntyy today ,
meet her at cp , lunch at yoshinoya & study all the way till 5plus .
Brough mr bean's soya milk & famous amos along to park & slacked ,
as usual , talk & share alooooooot with my loveeeees [:
left & went home around 8 plus .
so yah , pictures to be upload tomorrow ,
blahhh . till here , Nights & takecare all !
{& Fate determines who comes into your life ,
and heart determines who stays .

2007-10-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

[ You And Me ; Lifehouse ]

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

-

I love my blogsong , as well as the lyrics
Today's friday , my favourite day ~
So , wow . I'd knocked four papers down so far
Yesterday's Eng paper 1 was ~~horrible~~ , i didnt have the time to do finish
& so like , i wrote out of point at the last few paragraphs D:
Anyway , today's chinese paper1&2
I was doing the compo & letter writing till i pekcek -.-
was all the way writing nonsense alright . somehow like primary 1's compo lah .
Lunch at Punggol central with auntyy ,
left & train back to cp , Mrbean's soya milk & off ldf slack ~
crapped like hardcore , i likeeee . haha
we were talking about our plans after exams ,
I can't wait for those sucky exams to be over
its just gona be 2 weeks more for them to end , how sad right ?
Everyone , mugggggggg hard ~
well , i really do admire those people whom are exams-free now .
Pony gain weight , happyyy ~
bath him just now then realize he's more heavy than before .
So yah , was thinking & thinking through ,
Wouldnt it be nice if everyone of us could go back to the good times we missed ?
then those ''misses badly'' time wouldn't exist , & everyone would be happier .
There's too much things to be say , that i rather nobody knew .
till here , Nights & takecare all
{&Sometimes it seems completely forbidden ,
to discover those feelings that had kept so well hidden .

2007-10-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

ASS , What exactly are you doing to your life ?

Yesterday night , I wished for Good weather day
but my wish wasn't granted , there isn't even a single drop of water today .
School was boring tooooooot * its so irritating so boring ~
one more day of schooling to go ONLY . endureeeeeeeee !
4 soild periods of d&t theory made me feel C R A Z Y
i told myself i cannot sleep for today's d&t , & i really make it [:
So proud of myself can . hahahahaha , okay nonsense -.-
no ACT , happy (: school dismissed , bused 80 to cp with Auntyy
brought Mr bean's soya millk & beancurd , off skcc & slacked thru out ~
Was talking & sharing alot about exams & stuffs ,
we brought back facts into our head when we were talking on the topic " retain "
how absurd , i'd actually forgotten that those were facts
i mean like , okay .. what if i really repeat 3N ? like wad Miss Ann says ?
I'm seriously afraid of 26'oct alright D: i dont want repeat , that's all .
okay enough . Whatever's going to happen tmr , i'll think about it tmr .
I could only pray that everything will be better , muggggggggggg hard please !
so like , I know its was seriously unavailing for me to be brooding over things
that are beyond my control at this crucial time , when the first paper's 1 days away -.-'''
I should be concentrating more on studies now , rather then trouble-ing this & that .
yuppp , mugging sessions with girlfs after school tmr .
we gota really study this time alright , Jiayohs ! (:
English paper 1 this thursday , serious shit case
looking at my standard , you know I can't go far ..
Life get ups & downs , & i've just to overcome it & done -
?? sounds kinda lame & very wrong but thats how life is .
Blah blah , reality nonsense again .

Saturday's picture ;

on the way ~

&Long bus-ride with Auntyy is Loves :D

Okay , i've no more crapps to add on
till here . takecare '
{&I can't find the right words to say . so close , yet that far ;

2007-10-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

Alright , i hate Mondays -.-
school & everything was hell , ~~terrible~~ day
EOY's approaching in 2 days time , i'm gna so flunk it ):
There're many things in life i cant really understand ,
i need to know if everything's fine .
okay , that's it for today
Nights & takecare all .
{& I'll take it as a game , cried it out & get over it (:

2007-09-30T14:07:00.001+08:00

Life gives you a hundred reasons to cry ,
& thousand reasons to smile .

Its finally weekends ! happy :D
schooling days is the most suckiest things ever ,
September & October , end soon please !
so yah , there's so much to bloggg about
but , i've lost the technique in blogging -.-
& i've no idea where to start & how to start a post . okay nonsense ~
anyway , shall just keep this post short & simple ~
These few days are lovely , quite at least .
if i'm thinking in a more positive way , it might be more awesome .
Friday's a short day in school , yayness
bused 24 down to Amk hub with Auntyy after school
brought ticket for "The curse" ; yepps , our longggg-wanted-to-catch show
like what auntyy says , its really surprising that we actually passed NC16
I thought we'll be ban from it or something ? ahah
like you know we're wearing school uniform that day . well , how great (:
Before movie , sudden cravings for steamboat
i dont know how & why we end up walking till a steamboat restuarant
so , settle down for our lunch + dinner .
Around evening time , left & went into the theater ,
the movie was kind of grosss & .. alright ?
overall , it's the sound effect that makes it scary i guess .
Left amk & bused home , & Long bus ride with Auntyy is BIG loves ! :D

Saturday - meet up with Aunty in the morning
bused down to changi airport , took skytrain to T2
Lunched at Swensen & studyy all the way there ~
was brushing thru on our English compo's stuffs & practicing oral .
Ohmyy , god bless me please *
study till 3 plus & went off to see plane at viewing mall .
Talk & share alot together , i really love talking to her (:
& we realise time passes real fast actually ,
within a blink of an eye , a few months more reaching 2008 .
you see , how fast right ?
so , bused back to cp ; slack & went home .
Okay , today ! wake up around 12 plus came online & here i'm blogging .
meeting girlfs for mugging sessions later on :D
i've lost my ezlink ! walaooo '
you imgine w/o ezlink is super troublesome one can -.-
Alright . i'll stop here , gota go prepare
takecare all ,
{& I dont know why sometimes ;
i find myself searching for you among the crowd .

2007-09-27T17:49:00.000+08:00

Good evening people
I'm sooooo damn freaking tired alright ;[
woke up late today ' i actually wake up at 6.04AM
but i keep on delay 5 mins by 5 mins by ... . ... & i went back sleep
at last , delay until 7 o'clock then wake up -.-
but luckily its raining heavily this morning ,
slowly took my time to prepare & 76-ed off to school ~
my shoes were completely wet ! super uncomfortable please :\
but still , I love today's good weather . its been soooo cooling the whole day ^
Lessons were going fine , nothing much to go into
Chinese test in the morning , i did E-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g by myself (:
didnt copy hweeling's work at all . haha
but i dont think i'm going to get good marks , i just anyhow tikam by luck
chemisty ACT cancelled , i like i like '
stay back to practice math till 3 plus , & bus home with hweeling .
random talk anw -
I think i'm going to give up hopes on maths :/
my brain's getting so tired , i just couldnt make it
it's the very first time i felt so despair in a subject you know ..
since K1 till now my maths had went gone case ,
i did veryyyyyyyyyy badly for mid-year's math paper ,
i remember i only got 3/100 for OVERALL D: can you imagine that ?
& for this time , its just that i dont want to get single digit marks agn
i mean like okay .. i'm not asking for more ,
I'm not aiming for A1 or even i'm not aiming for a pass CAUSE ,
I cant make it for sureeeee -.-'''
Like you know . i'm just aiming not to get single digit marks for eoy's math
that's ALL - arggh enough . I did all i could , yah ):
Big boos , days had been really lousy for me lately
I'm in an extremely pissy and easily irritable mood
probably just mad at myself and every single thing D:
alright .. i shant rant & complain so much , its lifeeee
just hope everything would be fine SOON .
it's raining heavily outside now ,
take great care & dont get into rain alright .
till here -
{& Everywhere i go , it came spinning round my head ;
Tu me manques beaucoup ~

2007-09-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

[ Tonight ; FM Static ]

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat on told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here ..

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

2007-09-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

Not going to mention much about school
It is just a daily routine -
Seriously , I cant wait till EOY's exam over ~
STUDYING MAKES ME SUFFER FROM SEVERE HEADACHES
even if it's just one topic or something -.-
I'm getting more and more restless as each day goes by .
i hate to be sleepy during lesson time , my handwriting will be semi-illiterate
so yah , i'm being a good girl by not sleeping during chinese lessons today
tcher went tru the "gong han & si han" thing for eoy
of cause its worth paying attention right ?
Thanks hweeling for the sweets ! I need sweets to keep myself awake :\
English summary test was .. idk ? just copy & paste '
left school with girlfs at 0130 & bus down to cityplaza
lunched at singpost & slacked around there
was talking & sharing alot , i like (:
things about our first day in this dog school
plus all those that happen when we were in sec 1 . haha
bus 43 back with Auntyy & Wf while Momo went home .
saw a siaolang inside bus , he's mad & keep on talking nonsense to himself
.. like , i wonder if one day i'll be in the same situation as him ? -.-
went cp with Auntyy , brought mrbean's soya milk & slacked at ldf .
There's a chinese & chemisty test tmr and im so physically drained already :(
okay ass , ENDURE* . just five more days of schooling to go only !
My mood's being nasty to me again , urgh-ness
i don't know what has got into me this time .
Ohmy ! Asshole . you're having your EOY papers within a week's time
and you're not getting worried about it at all . wake up pleaseeeeee ~
Alright whatever , till here , nights & takecare all .
& The sound of the places we could go ,
the expressions on the faces we don't know ;
It's a cold road when we wake up .

2007-09-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

changed background , i know it looks plain & stupid
but i'm getting bored with that previous one .
tossed & turned myself to sleep last night , was having a real hard time
i am still struggling to believe that it happened D; Gosh
Alright , anyway school was as usual zzz
this morning's weather is love ~
9 more days to EOY ,
I hate myself for being so ill-disciplined ,
i should , i want and i need to start mugging now . seriously
Today's math test was a gone case
i got study , i did ! but you know ... ):
still cant make it , my math is way too weak & horrible
Geog common test tmr , those never-ending test is driving me crazy !
My head is so heavyyy , it's really semi-spinning
I need 23hours of sleep , & 1hour for eating . yes rubbish ~
H-A-H-A-H-A . okay , my brain tells me that its not funny at all
and it also tells me that this post is full of nonsense -.-'''
yah till here , nights & takecare all ;
& I remembered , you ever told me that i was a brave girl .

2007-09-21T03:13:00.000+08:00

" It feels so great to catch the sight , you've been waiting to see all along "

Chinese oral was horrible , i want retake can
my mind was like totally blank when i was sitting there ):
i crapp alot , say many nonsense things ,
things which didnt even link with the conversation D:
.. Godness , i dont think i can make it for oral this time .
i feel like a total failure , that's it .
went for band , everything was fine i guess .
my jr had improve ! happy for her alright -
bus home with hweeling , bath prepare & off to meet girlfs .
pungol nasi lemak for dinner together with gf equals to Loves (:
after dinner , slacked outside mac . saw Carina & Liping
train back to cp for slacking with Auntyy & bus home .
it's friday , weekend's here finally ! Enjoy & muggg hard ~
till here , nights & takecare all .
& Cause everything's all puddled up inside '

2007-09-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

Today wasnt my day , at all
another BAD-HAIR day ):
wake up with ~~terrible gastric~~ in the morning ,
& so it continue to last for the whole day :/
that made me felt so weak all over my body , i dont like
An apple a day keeps the doctor away ~ blahhh
I want to get away from this earth ,
i want go somewhere , somewhere i can meet up with aliens ? Okay , nonsense
School was indeed boring , oh . it's always boringgggg -.-
was planning to report sick with Auntyy actually ,
but NO ; studiesssss & muggging comes first ah .
I love MT lessons because i love crapping with hweeling , hohos ^
Greentea for recess & slacked with girlfs .
Maths lessons is driving me crazy ,
I totally wanna die whenever i saw numbers & formulas
it was stressing me out & my brains are bursting D:
so yah , stay back after school to study my maths
well .. the efforts did not go down to the drain i guess ?
at least now i understand something about "toa cah soh" & circles ?
credits all goes to Dearest , Hweeling & Huiying . Bigbig thanks :D
A lot of hard work though
i swear my brain's going super slow , keep on hanging & hanging
but yet they didnt get frustrated and irritated with me .
Haha , so nice of them yeaa (:
hope you guys didnt vomit blood after teaching me hur ?
Urgh " i want a maths brain lahhhh D:
After everything , bused down to Prata House for lunch/dinner together ,
send hy back to school & bused home with hweeling ~
So .. 14 more days to EOY exam and hello
ass , can you like please focus more on your studies ?!
There's just so much to cope with !
those never-ending tests & dreadful assignments are going to suffocate me to death
& you know , i just couldn't sit properly and listen well in class '
I still got alot to catch up for maths , phy & geo . aiya basically everything ?
Chinese oral tmr , faint -
okay , till here . today's a exhausting day , turn in early ppl
Nights & takecare all ,
& I hope god give you the best thing on earth
With every steps you take , may god be with you ,
guiding you & taking care of you always ;

2007-09-19T02:23:00.000+08:00

There's an answer , if you reach bewteen your souls ,
the sorrows that you fear will fade away '
Now you think about the feelings you thought you wanted to say
but when you open up your mouth it don't come out that way .

2007-09-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

I guess i really spent my day meaningfully .
Won't be bloging much today ,
worn out by the last minute plan outing with Auntyy .
&It was super funnnnnnnnn *
I love long-ride bus with her ,
because we can talk , crapppp & kisiao alot ! :D
Live your faithful story with the truth in your heart ,
Dreams shattered , but see us through for long
Walk out of the darkness , with no sense of regret
Like a shadow by the candle , it's time to move on,
The truth is that we're thankful for the lesson ,
We're sadder, but wiser too .
Rest well & turn in early ppl ,
Goodnights , takecare loveeees (:

2007-09-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

Perhaps , life's like this .
moodswings & bds is a very normal thing in life (:
& anyway , its going to be a brand new day tmr . dumbass
be happyyyyyyyyy :DD

2007-09-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

I crawled out of bed early in the morning , super tired ):
woke up with heavy eyelids and was barely sober ,
which had cause me bad-eye day . okay , yes rubbish "
Today school-ed as usual
I'm like reproaching myself every now and then , i can't slack anymore .
must buck up & studyyyyyyyyyyy ~ mug x3
I want the weather to rain , i miss those good-weather days .
haha so like , i sing song during chinese lessons today ,
i swear hweeling was really pissed off with me lah :D right ? haha
she wanted to concentrate on doing her math hw ,
but i keep on singing & singing to disturb her . lol
& yah ! i rmb last monday during chinese lesson ,
she told me she wants raining because she dont want PE ,
so i sing song & you know what ? ... it really rain at last ;
that shows how horrible my voice is [;
so yah , i continue singing Tui Hou today , but the weather become sunny instead
okayy , nonsense adding on to make my post longerrrrr again ~
Recess was fine , me & auntyy " break record "
after like sooooo long period of time , we finally eat in canteen today . haha
had noodless with the girls , & was really ~~hot~~ -.-'''
went back class & lessons starts -
Lessons were fine , for the second time ; i did pay attention today !
Yes , that's something for me ^
I still dont understand maths , Damnit lah D:
i want make it for chapter 7 & 9 , i know i need alot of practicing in these chapters
which didnt link with any algbra hopefully ?
but here comes the big problem ; my brain's working super slow & small ;
like .. what goes in , yet come out the next min -.-
Chem ACT in lab , was fooling around with girlfs instead of doing work
we were suppose to add in acid togather with the black powder thing ,
but we go add in extra Greentea & all sorts of tea , Hohos -
so like , we laugh & play until Miss syikin was kinda pissed off with us .
Oh , we're sorry tcher [:
school dismissed & walk out with the girlfs , bused 43 with Wf & Auntyy .
Went cp with aunty to slack around ,
went for dinner at pizza hut & its's really super full after eating everything .
talk & laughed like nobody's business , esp her miss swan face :D
omgggg . her f.funny expression is always making my laugh none stop pleaseee ~
around 7 plus , bused & home sweet home .
Tmr's friday . school , pe & band :/ yeah , " wonderful "
hm . Life is funny isn't it ?
just when you thought you've got it all figured out ,
just when you finally began to plan something ,
get excited about it & feel like you know what direction you're heading in ,
the paths suddenly change , the signs change , the wind blows the other way .
north is suddnely south , east is west & you're lost .
It is so easy to lose ur way , your directions in life . Agreeeeeeeeeee ?
.. Okay , I'm insane , i don't know why i wrote in that manner either .
laughsmyassoff . I'm still on the A-w-a-y mode & im NOT being emo here please -.-
I'm just sorting out my own thinkings & crapping some DA DAO LI .
Alright . i know i should stop here , it's too far long .
Nights & takecare people ,
& I'm walking back this lane of memories
The tickets We've bought for far far away
Someday I will understand why I can't grab hold .

2007-09-12T19:19:00.000+08:00

The heart doesn't hide , and isn't afraid of how the story ends anymore .

For the whole of today , pekcek-ness is what i got -.-
SUPER ~~BAD HAIR DAY~~! my hair's not in place at all ,
i feel like cutting botak anytime ):
School was a gone case & same goes to mood , yes . all thanks to bad-hair day
okay , so like every tchers is inciting us to start our revision for eoy ,
.. i find myself , a sluggard .
3 more weeks to deadline , but yet i've still not bucking up in class nowadays .
I always found myself staring into spaces with plenty thoughts running through my mind ,
it was sooooo distracting and stopped me from concentrating alright :\ okay fine .
BUT i did pay attention in class today , like finally for this week
i've understand abit on phy already , but it's still a killer .
like you know , phy got link alot with maths
& my maths is a cannot-make-it-thing ,
Morever , numbers & formulas have been my greatest enemy all this while .
Alright , so like Math lessons was both terrible & fine ?
i tried to understand too , but only when it comes to simple sums
but i think hardly it could stay in my brains .
Gosh , MrChua is going way too fast & i cant catch up with his pace D:
Recess , greentea & back class with aunty ~
toliet slack & foolings, that's when my mood starts to come back . Thanks girlfs :D
School dismissed , walked out with the girls & head to bus stop with Auntyy ,
bused 62 down to Hgmall for lunched ,
talk alot of nonsense crappppps , i love talking to her .
We both always share the same thoughts & views at the same time . haa
& yes . of cause i'd laughmyassoff with her around , she's making me mad laaah ~
I'm having sweet & wonderful dreams this few nights , thank god (:
so .. tomorrow will be a brand new day ahead , i prey for a better day .
till here , takecare all ;
& The mirror shows me everyday again ,
that there are two persons in myself
but yet , both of them don't know about each other .

2007-09-10T01:42:00.000+08:00

It's 0133am & its officially MONDAY , alright i hate mondays
a few more hours to school D: I'm so not looking forward alright ?
Infact , I'm so much looking forward to the next holiday ):
.. Eoy's muggggggging life ; here i come
Ewwws . imagine lessons lessons & boring lessons around the clock , so sad right ?
okay . but no matter what i got to put in more effort for this term ~
yeaa . I know , i always said that . But failed to -.- whatever
A boring sunday , stayed at home the whole afternoon .
went ahma's house for dinner at around evening time
I love my ahma so much , & her cookings :D swear
everything taste so yummy , esp fav. kangkong vegetable
rating for 5000 stars please ~ okay , nonsense -.-
So yah , ton-ing with Auntyy through com now . haha
she told me drinking milo helps to stay awake ?
Lol . no lah my dear , drink coffee helps to stay awake MORE !
& so we're not sleeping tonight , yesyes ' say we're nuts :D
but Hopefully we'll be able to stay awake for lessons later on .
Godnesssss , i got a really BIG & obvious blueblack on my knee-cap .
like super ugly ~ i dont know how i got that , but it's really ~~painful~~ :/
okay fine , should stop here .
Nights & takecare all
& I know i wasn't always so weak ,
i believe time would decide on our fate ;

2007-09-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Dearest ~ ♥ you :D

so like , ytd's band outing was .. OMGGGGGG '
running around the whole of PasirRis Park like crazy folks ,
up & down , down & up -.-
Okay , supposed to wake up at around 10am today ,
but I woke up at 1 plus instead . sorry Auntyy !
Spent my saturday at home rotting
& watching the time passing seconds by seconds .
sushis & green tea for lunch is love ~
followed by cheese cake , mashmallows & soya milk for late lunch .
okay , i know i've eaten kinda lots of junk food today .
Holidays are coming to the end very soon .
Once school reopens , eoy's mugging life about to start
& i really hope things will go a lot smoother .
I felt the need to say something here .
But i don't really know what , just something .
okay , I think I'm losing my mind -.- what-ever .
self-reflection , long time since i did that
yepps , so had been thinking alot today .
& I rmbed someone ever told me this ,
i think most people are fortunate .
Some of them just make bad decisions
because of man-made fears that are put upon them . you agree ?
okay , I like days like these .
Days when I'd smile for the whole day , without knowing the reason why .
It's so much better than days when I'd frown , knowing all the horrible reasons why ..
Alright , stop the nonsense ass . im so boredddddd !
so its gona be another boring Sunday tomorrow , like again ):
till here , Nights & takecare all ;
& I don't know the reason why I'm so happy at times
when i know i'm able to catch your sight around .

2007-09-05T04:35:00.000+08:00

I like good weathers , they'll make me happy !
Spent a great time with girlfs yesterday && today
Outings with girlfs equals to BIGBIG loveeeeeeeees (:
okay , will start with yesterday's first -
meet the girls around 1 plus , trained down to bugis
shopping spreeee starts & had light lunched at mac .
left bugis & trained down to town ~
girlfs's neoprints at heren . omg , i really love those neos taken that day
& so we continue on towning & shop around .
Around 6 plus , trained & bused down to Marina for steamboating ! eat & enjoy :D
And yah , i ate lots of chaota and raw foods please . Lol
went vivo after steamboat , shop around & was looking for donut ,
but didnt brought any at last , was only left with two weird flavours
then auntyy was there , telling me how yummy "raffles's factory donut" is . HOHO
after everything's done , trained back with girlfs .
so like . byebye to Wf & Momo , went Compass with Auntyy .
Brought our Mrbean soya milk & went skcc slack around ,
bused home around 11 plus .
A extremely awesome day indeed " thanks girlfs :D
ya , took lots of photos too , but i'm lazy to upload everything .
&& I look terribly sucky in all photos for infomation needed -.-
so TODAY "
wake up , bath prepare & bused down to school
went for band , cleaning up the room stuffs ;
alright , that pathetic band room was full of rubbish & dusssst
spent like two whole hours packing plus clearing up
but in the end the result still looks like the same , somehow ?
band dismissed , went home & prepared
meet girlfs at Hougang station around 4 plusplus ,
sorry for the longgggggggg waiting loves "
gym-ed till 7PM , yayyy - we finally get rid of ytd's unwanted fattys ~
bus down to kovan's punggol nasi lemak for dinner
okie . it seriously taste yummy pleasw . 5 star ~ lOL , okay nonsense -.-
saw a cute Maltese puppy while Q-ing , Godness -
so we eat & crappp , laughing around .
After Byebye to Momo & Wf , trained back to Compass with Auntyy for dessert ,
went skcc & head to the roof's bb count for slacking ~
talk alooooot with her , told you . i really enjoy talking with my love :D ahaha
slack all the way , bused home around 10 plus .
yaya , my post sound like as if i'm writing a report , a compo or something uh .. ?
okay , I swear my muscle is ache-ing like dont know what :/
forget to do stretching before we excerise ' urg-ness .
hmm . Friday band outing at Pasir Ris park ,
.. well nevermind , i'll ENJOY -.-'''
so tmr gona be a stay-home thursday ' happy rotting ASS .

& some of yesterday's photo uploaded -

yesyes . told you , i loook super terrible in all photos ,
worst is , i'm having bad-hair day alright D:
okay , enough nonsense . im being super naggy here ~
hohos . takecare earthlings !
& Till now , i still reminsce .

2007-09-03T20:17:00.000+08:00

Today's weather is good , i like :D
& its very cold the whole day , even now
okay , so like mom had finally gone back to work .
Took 76 down to school . hahaha -.- i reach school super early today ~
went for band , & time passes like super slow please .
dismiss around 4 plus ? bused 70 went home with hweeling .
Had a date with girlfs tomorrow , yayyyyy !
madnesss gona starts again , im sooo looking forward (:
Alright , no one is at home right now , i feel so great .
but who's gonna prepare dinner for me ? -.- ohmyshit .
Im feeling so bored and hungry right now , & i'm lazy to buy dinnner myself
.. Home's cooking is still the best i can say
so , ASS is currently looking at Miss Swan's videos to kill time
I'm seriously b-o-r-e-d ~
okay , i need to peeeee '
Nights & takecare people !
& I wonder ,
how you are now .

2007-09-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

Let this post be a short & fast one ,
I'm real boreddddddddddd ~ Godness . boredom REALLY kills .
stay-home sunday , got nothing much to blog about .
wake up around 1 plus , came online & rot for almost the whole day .
change back to my old skin , everything same expect for the bg . looks weird ?
sep. 1 week holiday's finally here ! Enjoy ur hols ppl
so like , EOY exams starting around early october ,
gota go plan for my study time-table ! hahaha -.- okay nonsense lah ~
Alright , I think I'm getting retarded as the day goes by .
I was playing Poker with my Bro last night ,
& I mistook J & K as a pair -.-'''
There's band tomorrow , soooooooo wonderful
I hope everything goes well .
urgh ~ moodswing love me now D:
Good nights ,
& The thoughts linger my mind every night .

2007-09-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yay , it's Saturday !
I love Friday nights & Saturday mornings ,
just imagine when you can sleep & wake up as late as you want ,
& dont need to draggg yourself to that dog school ?
wow ~ the feeling is super nice you know ~
I slept damn well last night , i don't know why ,
& I dreamt of something i am not suppose to .
So ya , maybe that explains why i had such a wonderful night .
okayyyyyy , ass shutup '
Today was great , yeah perfectly great .
we ate alooooooot , all sorts of yummy food .
meet Auntyy at cp around 2 plus & trained down to Marina sq .
a super long train ride , changed purple line to dont know wad colour line ~
talk & fool alot in the train .
hoho " I really love crapping nonsense & doing stupid action together with her :D
& after like 456789 hours we finally reached .
walk around , shopped clothes & all ~
Lunched at swensen , the food there was great
esp the Mint flavour ice-cream ! Godnessssss '
After that , went around & shoped again .
alright , MS is really bigggg please ~
i was walking & walking till i give up finding for my top lahhh
spent the whole afternoon shopping , & my poor leg almost break -.-
Around evening time , byebye to MS ;
Cab back to cp & Dinnered at Sakae [:
yesyes . Told ya , we ate alot of nice plus yummy food today
but the Q was really long can ? the waiting time was like omg ~
so like , had really ate alot for dinner && Sushis plus greentea is still love afterall :D
After that , slacked at ldf , bus 159 & reach home around 9 plus .
Was sitting on the bus back home just now , alone ~
But it was really nice , although it was a semi-long bus ride .
So yah , could think through a lot of stuff myself .
& i figured out , too many thoughts on mind kills joy ; agree with me ?
ohno , i'm broke now D:
spent quite alot today on foods today , compare to shoppings .
Lol , it's been so long since we treat ourself so good lah . haha , okay not funny -.-
Good nighs & takecare all .
& A dismal display of tears & pain ;

2007-08-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Dogggggs Day !
today's bartley dog-tcher's day ~
Bartley "celebrates" dog's day in a very -.- way lah .
like doing aces day dance stuffs & worst ; fire alarm '''
get back our report books , like a S-H-I-T thing .
manage to get a 50 for both D&T and ENG , like .. on the dot .
but still , very ~~dangerous~~ D:
Outings with Auntyy tmr , looking forward '
like finally no more boring weekends , no more rotting at home .
& It's like this re-occuring feeling that leaves you so tired .
but yet , you want more of it
because you just have to figure it out .
And it sucks aloooot , because it kind of suck you so damn dry .
& you're left withering , but still , it isn't over ..
.. Alright , I don't know wth I'm doing/talking/typing .
It just keeps flowing outta me , & I want an answer .
but I know , I'll never get it
cause many questions in life are often left un-answered .
So ya , i'm still in search of that something that's there but yet invisible .
Yes , there's so much more to life .
I'm finding . okay , blahhh ~
Nights & takecaree .

2007-08-30T17:04:00.000+08:00

Today's Horoscope }
You might not be on the short list of the greatest humanitarians in the world,
but you do all right for yourself!
Dear Aquarius, do not get down in the dumps
if you've been unable to cheer up a friend who's been troubled,
pitch in to help someone in need, or take extra time off from work to spend with a visiting relative.
You're doing the best you can to balance all the different elements of your life,
so don't be too hard on yourself. It's not productive, and it's not true.

Didnt went to school today ! super shhhiock ~
self-holiday together with the girls :D
was actually meeting out girlfs for outing in the afternoon ,
but was cancelled in the end , thanks to the rain lahh .
Anyway , another great weather day again .
i love rainy days plus cooling winds !
But on the other hand , I hate rainy days too .
like .. whenver there's sunshine after rain or something
there'll definitely be ~~snails~~ on the grass , soil or around everywhere -.-
nonsense , blahhh ~ okay , you know
im crapping to make my post look longerrrrrrrr again ' but .. okay nevermind .
so ya , wake up around 11 plus ?
bath , came online & chat with auntyy ~
Nothing much for today , spent the whole day sticking my face on the com's screen .
there's school tomorrow , & band practices . shrugs ~
Godness ' && also the stupid dance in the morning .. Tsk ! that lame shit thing -.-
getting back report book too ,
ppl ! prepare to see many underlines in my result slip alright (:
i'm bored i'm bored & i'm super bored ~ should stop here . takecare !
& Because you live , my world has twice as many stars in the sky .

2007-08-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

[ Fixing a broken heart ; Azn Dreamers ]

There was nothing to say
the day she left
just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
looking for someplace to ease the pain

Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found u there
you really know where to start
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

Now I don't understand what I'm going through
there must be a plan that lead me to you
because the hurt just disappeares
in every moment that you are near

Just like an answered prayer
you made the loneliness easy to bear

You really know where to start
fixing my broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

Surely the wind will stop falling baby
and I'll forget the past
cause here we are at last
you really know where to start
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

Fixing a broken heart

-

Nothing much happen today ,
besides than having a great time with girlfs just now (:
Today's school was alright , everything went fine i guess .
was almost late in the morning , but luckily make it on the dot .
mari'kita-ed , box and went back class ~
& then when lessons started , my brain had already shut down & feel like sleepinggg
Got two free period during chinese lesson !
helped hweeling to do her chemisty homework .
heyhey ! thank me thank me ! faster ~ '
... alright nonsense lah -.- is i ownself volunteer to help her do .
see see , ASS is being sooooo buayba ~ :D
okay , im practicelly splitting rubbish to make my post look longerrrrrr ~
maths lesson & then green tea for recess ~
I agree , SS lessons is the best time to zzz '''
but i think mrs Raj had already given up hopes on us ,
you know , she didnt even bother to wake us up no matter how long we slept .
whatever , I never pass SS in my life before .
After school , bused 80 to kovan & after that went to cp with the girls
head off to library ; use com & read those ~~gross~~ insects books :\
hoho " I saw Momo's goosebumps ~
Ya , and if only snails didnt exist in this world . how great uh ?
after library , brought donuts plus mrbean soya milk & went to slack around .
YESYES ! I have SO MUCH fun with them , prank-ing call ppl ' damn funny i swear !
& thanks to my precious girlfs for making me laugh non stop :D BIG ♥
left around 6plus & bused home with weifang .
so ya , today's not that bad . i mean besides than having bad-hair day -.- '''
Afterall ; i had contented day ' & i hope it always stay like this .
okay , enough craps . Nights & takecare ppl .
&Momo , death is part of life . Cheer up alright !
All those words i need to hear always get me through the day .

2007-08-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

Another great weather day , i like (:
a very short & fast one here , im kinda sleepy now ~
so ya . wake up with another awful morning , terrible again .
call aunty & tell her wont be attending school today , & i went back sleep .
wake up , bath prepare & stuffs ;
bused 147 down to serangoon & meet up with Aunty .
she accompany me to the doctor ! how nice of my aunty right , thanks my dear ! :D
head off to serangoon central's clinic & the waiting is really longgggg .
after everthing's done , trained off to hgmall to have lunched ,
trained back to cp & ate in " ya kun coffeestall "
slacked at ldf ; soya bean milk & bus 159 home !
&Overall , really thanks Aunty for making my day (:
bloodyhell , I seriously detest ppl adding words into my mouths . f*you !
.. okay , whatever s-h-i-t ~
tmr's tuesday , 4 periods of D&T again . omggg '
i should shut up now , bye&tc ppl !
& Those days felt like years to me .

2007-08-26T16:36:00.000+08:00

Hello world !
changed my skin , the backgroud & stuffs looks so weird . but i like the fonts alot (:
Okay let see , life've been real boringgggg ~
I've been staying at home & rot for 2 days ,
tmr's monday , i still have not sleep enough & enjoy my weekends yet .
blahhh whatever , tmr's the last week for term 3 & that one week holiday approaching !
I cant wait to be freeeee from that dog school
yes , although its only a week's time , but it better then nothing right ? :D
so ya . wake up around 1 plus today
bath , prepare & went down to hgpoint with my mom .
had our breakfast-mixed-lunch in the foodcourt & went up NTUC for groceries ~
.. alright , i look like a perfect ah-soh pushing the trolley around lahh -.-
Bad day for me today , again !
~~I fell down~~ . like wtf luh "
on the way back home , tripped over this pop-out-kind of rock & pomp -.-'''
Gosh , super malu please ! like , you imagine a flat floor also can walk till fall down ???
ahh ' please pray that i won't have any scars left behind
I don't want my leg to have scars D:
Okay eeeeenough - I am preying for a better tomorrow ..
My mom got mad today !
she's off from work & will be staying at home for like .. a week ! walauuuuu ~
& you know wad ? I really cant stand her ' whenever she's at home ,
she'll be blasting her whatever o-piang hockkian song loudly in the living room
while she will be in the kitchen cooking , just like now . nownownow !
my whole house is super noissssssy with those i-cannot-understand music lahh -.-'''
so like , stay home & rot today
clean , packed & clear my room ;
& then i realise , i really got lots of rubbish around .
Gahhh ~ i miss my maid so much ):
.. nah , ASS should learn to be independent .
tmr's school starts , i bet this week gona be so hard to pass .. blahh ~
Okay , as you can see , I'm way too bore .
so this post is a total rubbish , i'm being so crap here lah .
Bye & tc ppl ~
I'll still cheer myself up , & have smiles planted on my face .

Today's Horoscopes }
Listen to what other people have to say today.
Dear Aquarius, there are valuable experiences waiting for you around the corner.
The important thing for you to do is simply to recognize the opportunities when they come.
Roads to success aren't always well marked. Take a chance on one that has no signs at all.
You have the courage and pioneering spirit to pursue the adventurous route, so go for it.

2007-08-24T04:37:00.000+08:00

Gona make another short & fast one , a bad day i've got indeed .
School & everything was , hellllllllll .
& time was passing super slow today .
like wad Carina says , passing one day like passing one year ..
i've been staring on the clock for almost the whole day ,
but the needle was always staying at the same position
& nothing seems to be moving at all .
so ya , was late for school today ; again
that blackdog was there , making us run rounds , wth
as said , its ald doooooogs school -.-
went back class & boring lessons starts .
didnt went for PE lesson today ,
big thanks to mr LIMHENGHENG's punishments .
CWO with the girls , & of cause ..
we were slacking outside the hall rather then sweeping the floor :D
chinese extra lesson was -.-''' practice oral ~
After band practice , went for lunch with hweeling at serangoon central ,
bused 70 & homesweethome ~
Something's wrong with me , i dont know wad's wrong too .
suddenly my mood goes very down ,
I dont know , but those traped & speechless feelings inside me . arghs ):
No , im not supposed to be weak ;
& For the strangest feeling ever , I could feel the emptiness within .

2007-08-23T18:19:00.000+08:00

[ Part of a fool ; Juwita Suwito ]

I’ve been there before and I just can’t let go
the memories and pain of the hurt I know
now deep in the right, and there’s passion inside
dare I follow my heart?
an innocent smile, then walk in the night
then it’s dinner at home served with candlelight
and it’s been quite a while since I felt good inside
dare I follow my heart?

Do I feel something special inside of you
do I know what you really think of me
and the raindrops keep falling into my heart
and I just can’t deny what feels so right
do I let myself go and feel the rain
or should I play with caution and refrain
Whatever I do, when it comes to you
i know sometimes love plays the part of a fool

I know what’s in store thought I can’t say much more
a chance worth the taking has opened its doors
and I can’t say I love you, and I can’t I don’t
but I do with I know

Do I feel something special inside of you
do I know what you really think of me
and the raindrops keep falling into my heart
and I just can’t deny what feels so right
do I let myself go and feel the rain
or should I play with caution and refrain
whatever I do, when it comes to you
I know sometimes love plays the part of a fool

And the raindrops keep falling into my heart
and I just can’t deny what feels so right
do I let myself go and feel the rain
or should I play with caution and refrain
whatever I do, when it comes to you
I know sometimes love plays the part of a fool

Whatever I do, when it comes to you
I know sometimes love plays the part of a fool ~

-

Today was still alright , nothing much happen too .
its already the thursday , tmr's friday & weekend approaching me soooon !
time pass kinda fast this week .. true ? i-dont-know '
Reach school late this morning , with weifang & aunty
as usual that dog school with stupid dog punishments -.-'''
skiped morning's chem & went back during chinese lessson .
ohman , i really regret not paying FULLEST attention during D&T lessons just now .
everything tcher taught today did really come out in the test paper ): wth
1.30 break , last min studying in class with the girls ,
to rmb those " in/out put force movements F=mg M.A velocity ratio blahh & ... . ... "
was rmbing till real pek cek , like . i've got super poor memory please -.-
so ya , CA2 are finally over .
i'm not getting the least excited about it
cause i know , somehow i've not studied hard enough D:
D&T paper was screwed , another gone case I suppose ?
like i say , last min studying really sucks hell loads
guess wad , i forgotten many formulas & stuffs in the end -.-
tsk . Yadayada , should shut up ; no use crying over spilt milk .
And now i shall start to loveeeeee ~~Phyiscs&Maths~~ already ,
you know , many things in D&T got link with that 2 bloody subject lah .
okay , HAHAHAH -.- i need to do some self reflection over this weekends
reflect on my CA2 results & how am i going to improve . kay ~ nonsense lah "
after school , walk out with the girls , bused 43 & home sweet home .
& band practice starting from tmr , how sad right ?
omfggggggg ~ i got a ulcer on my lips :/ i hate it , alooooooot !
Alright , i shall stop crapping .
take care ppl ;
& It feels great to catch the sight ,
you've been waiting to see all along .

2007-08-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

I love today's weather !
it's been great the whole day , cooling weather .
Was feeling super awful in the morning , i hate it
waking up with weak legs & all over my body :\
so ya , partly because of the " taiyang yu " yesterday ?
you see you see , how weak my health & body is -.-'''
a few small drops of sunrain can make me like that , you imagine if heavy downpour ?
My head is killing me the whole day , esp in the morning !
I thought I could have just died in school just now , it was freaking terrible i swear .
it seems like , the whole school is spinning around & my head splitting into half . omg "
but thankgod , it got better after eating the medicine mom give me this morning ..
if not , i bet i'll really die in school already laaah ~
so , lesson was as usual boring
got back phy common test result , i got " wonderful " marks agn !
ohhhh ~ im so proud of myself ahh ! kay , nonsense ~
No ACT today , super happy lah :D
didnt go meet Miss lee for geog retest too , i hope nothing happens tmr too .
so ya , we were like the first to rush out of bartley dog school ,
bused 62 to hougang mall with Momo , Aunty & Wf for lunch at mac .
was actually planning to go punggol end , but at last , they plan till go my house '
Gosh , like you know . my house really went gone case . Sorry ah gfs !
after heading to my house , weifang's house next ,
Omg , her house was super heartwarming please ! esp her room , really nice *
slack at her house till evening ? dinner-ed together at hm
bused 72 back home with wf ,
&& A great day with girlfs , with so much fun & laughters . Tons Lovesssss ! (:
ohya , Pony got a new haircut today ! a new hair style he got "
mom brought him to serangoon's dont know wad pet shop for hair cut ,
alright , im not used to seeing him with short furrrr ~
it looks weird lah :/ i dont like ! i still prefer him with thick & long fur :D
ahhh , nevermind ! hair will grow .
Alright , enough of pony's hair , now my turn .
my hair really sucks alooooot can ): getting from bad to worst !
i'm like so sick & tired of bad-hair days till sometimes ,
i really feel like a taking sissors & cut botak ! D:
it'll be better i guess , cause ; no hair = no bad-hair days '
okay , wad kind of nonsense ?
hm . Finally the last common test tmr , D&T ' Good luck for tmr's paper !
Get well soon ! Nights & take grrrreat care ppl ;
& Follow the notes upon a journey , at first sight marks one's destiny
once the voyage comes to an end , return lies within hasty keys .

2007-08-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

Lesson is super boring today , i dont like monday's time-table .
Mr chua absent , & so we got 2 free period :D
got back common test's result ,
alright , the same old routine ; terrible ~
I only scored 3 marks for Geo ! powder-ful right -.-
so like , end up staying back for SAW tmr . wth '
Chemisty common test , ya i didnt study at all .
even last min glance also dont have .
like , my chemisty will still be hopeless even if i make an affort to study lah .
& of cause , all shity answers come out .
almost fell asleep halfway when i was doing the paper ,
worst is . Miss ann dont even allow us to sleep, even if we do finish
my small eyes kept on closing , i need to force it open -.-
kept staring at the clock , countung every min to pass '''
& finally , bell ring & end school ~
bused 80 with weifang & Aunty to hougang mall .
you see , we're actually meeting out momo to STUDY for tmr's phy .
but end up , you know .. laughing session rather then studying session .
Lol , anyway . really spent a great time with girlfs just now :D
meet her at hougang mall's mac for lunched .
its really fun hanging together with them !
I love crapping together , laughing & laughing none-stop .
esp those shio blahblah , something-something ,
ah kaaaaao ; ah leeeeong ; ah tiooooong ; ah peeeek stufffs . Lol ~
head off to library for slacking , & there we go , taking many gone pictures !
~~kiki's smiles~~ are loves , much loves , many loves , tooooons loves :D
slack and laugh all the way till 6 plus , bused 80 to cp with Aunty .
brought mrbean's soya milk & white chocolate almonds ~ super yummy indeed .
bused 159 & went home sweet home .
omggg " my stomach is killing me like mad today !
tmr's tuesday , 4 periods of d&t & SAW after school really pissed me off D:
Phy common test , Good luck ppl ! mugggg hard & Jiayohs *
Momo ; Get well soooooon ~
till here , nights & tc all !
& When words arent spoken ,
the heart has already felt it deep inside .
~~33'moredaystogo ; uoyssimi~~

2007-08-16T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hellos !
hoho " i got the all the photos already ~
All thanks to Auntay , will upload everything sooooon '
LOL - both our faces were already gone , i swear *
so ya , be prepared to get a pil , plastic bag or wad-so-ever thing to vomit !
there's like so many retarted & ugly pictures down there , but not a single proper one .
& esp our favourtie ; kiki's smile are loveeeeeeees ~ [: haaa
okayokayokay , sorry ! i know lah . we're bad ! realx3 bad .
ohya , & Billy soh's wonderful pictures is in momo's blog , go go . take a look ! :D
hm . just a short one here , was actually just wna post photos ,
but im super bored hereeeee ah .
so was late for school with Aunty agn , all thanks to the 70 !
i think next time i must leave home at 6AM sharp ald man .
as usual , stupid punishments in that dog school -.-
went back class && boring lessons goes on ,
GEO common test today
alright , my paper was full of meaningless-nonsense (:
craping all the way from first to last questions , hoho
well done ! & my answers didnt even link with GEO ..
whatever , i'll never pass geo anyway .
tmr's chinese common test , as said .. chinese is our mu yu ~ Lol .
but i fail my chinese during mid-year exams ahhh , failure right ? i know .
Good luck & JIAYOHS for tmr's chinese paper !
& all that we had was so unbelievable
now that it's gone , it's just inconceivable
still in my dreams , you were so beautiful .

picturesssss updated !

our most gone face ! :D

that headless creature ~

& i told her we look so much like japan's national flag (:

& lastly , kiki's smiles are loooves ~ [:

till here !
take care many ;

2007-08-15T03:21:00.000+08:00

Open your eyes to brand new day ;
That's what i did , exactly -.-
though the scene was rather chaotic & i was already running late for school ,
wake up quite late & took kinda long to prepare today .
so like i only left home at 6.50AM , around there ?
run to the bus stop , haa . sucha moron i can be !
Alright , auntay was sick & didnt come school .
so ya , had to make my way to school alone .
i've learn to be more independent today . haa
Reach school on the dot , luckily i wasnt late
imagine i gota run rounds alone ~ omg . dui lian lah . !
mari kita-ed & so blahblahblah , boring lessons start .
Early in the morning was Phy , time seems to be passing supppppper slow lah .
Hm , there's this sad thing that happen to me today ,
i score 3 marks for phy test ! Lol ~
i always fail phy , so no surprising at all right ? [:
lessons goes on & blah ~
until English lesson , mrs Ng spent like almost one full period
telling us about repeating 3N next year & stuffs like that .. okay , the topic i hate most .
yet i've had been asking myself , " what if i really repeat next year ? "
at this rate i'm going D:
Urgh ~ I must study , studystudystudyyyyyy ' chants*
Math common test , i spent like one whole hour doing that 2 graph ,
ya . i didnt touch ANY algebra question .
so like even if i did , i'll surely got zero for that section
& will be only wasting my pen ink doing ,
you know , Algebra is my greatest enemy -.-
after school , walk out with the girls & waited for hweeling at bus stop
took 70 & home-sweet-home ~
Geo common test tmr , ohGosh ;
I feel so guilty ):
till now , i haven even didnt study for Geo at all , well done ass .
Aunty tay yinying , Get well sooooooooooon !
take care ppl "
& I'm just afraid to know ;

2007-08-14T03:55:00.000+08:00

School & everything was okay ? i guess
wake up as usual , bath & prepared .
bused 76 down to school & meet up with Aunty ,
was late for school today . hoho " its been real looooong since we're last .
ya , we've improve !
& of cause , stupid punishments in that stupid school ,
running rounds on the parade square like mad dooooooogs -.-
like you know , weifang's favourite ; bartley dog school .
Went back class , boring lessons goes on as usual ;
nothing intersting until the last 2 period .
it was ME , skiped class with momo , wf & Aunty (:
it's a last min decision ah , was actually just going toliet for awhile ~
but end up we skiping the whole two period "
& yepps , of cause . toliet slack , fooling around & prank call ppl ,
Lol ! it was super funny , i swear :D
1.30 , went for break with the girls & head back class study SS with Auntay
to have a last min glance on that paper .
SS common test , bwg again "
During the test , miss Lee MK was there , acting cute agn -.-
while ppl are just lying on the table ( NOT sleeping i mean )
she will go around kajiao-ing them .
& Billy soh was sleeping so soundly , you know wad ?
she go take down ugly photo of his wonderful sleeping pose :D Lol
yesyes , i'll post his pic soooooon !
so like after school , walk out with the girls ,took 43 with Aunty &amp; we went home
bath , prepared & meet agn at cp .
went kovan & complete our maths , saw Beta & Carina at mac !
so ya , sit together talk & slack :D
left around 8 ?
bused to cp with Aunty & we took so much retarted picture today !
ALOOOOOT i mean , hoho "
All photos to be update soooon ~
Reach cp , slack around & went home around 9.30PM
Tmr's Math common test , Good luck ppl ! JIAYOHS *
rmb bring calculator & those what-so-ever ruler for graph work !
take care ;

As said " when there are things in your heart that words you truly can't describe ,
it certainly holds true . "

2007-08-13T03:50:00.000+08:00

School was as per normal today , boring lessons goes on & on ~
English commom test , bwg .
i was reading & reading till fallen alseep -.-
I could not understand a single shit from that damn passage
Worst is . my answer didnt even link with the passage at all ah .
after school , walk out with the girls
bus 80 and went cp with Aunty , lunched at mac & slack at ldf .
was talking ; craping alooooot .
she told me something super funnnnnnnnnnnny :D Lol
like i gota use aunty's jokes to forget about those childish nonsense lah .
& ya .. slaping ourself none stop . hoho "
we've been saying the wrong things every single mins ,
As said , 7th month cannot anyhow talk ?
cannot anyhow throw litter , must be back home by 7PM & blahblahblah ... . ...
tmr's tuesday , i hate having 4 periods of D&T ' ):
SS commom test , Gd luck ppl ; JIAYOHS ~
takecare all !
&Held up so high on such a breakable thread ;

2007-08-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

okie ! second post here , i'm wayyyyyyyy to bored lah ~
Yeppps , breakfast-ed with the girls before going for chemisty lesson
im the latest to meet up ,
SORRY loves " kept you all waiting sooo long .
so like , we cant even had a proper breakfast . Lol
I only know we were just fooling & laughing all the way while eating :D
& it was ♥ !
was late for chem lesson for almost 1 hour
Alright . i know we're bad , but you know .. the pathetic class only got 10+ ppl attent ,
so we're like kind of the "guai" type ald ah ?
Miss syikin was kind enough not to hold us back till so late .
did chem w/s with the girls , 3 cheers to ASS please !
i've know how to count equations & those like .. NaCl ; H2o ; SONa ... . ... blahblahblah ~ thing
hoho " im like so proud of myself can ! okie , nonsence -.-'''
Head for band after lesson ;
the last rehersal before tmr's concert , hope nothing goes wrong .
but those moving actions thingie were really O-M-G "
imagine while you're playing , you gota move here move there , move up move down ?
super ugly i tell you ! :/
band dismissed , bused 70 to serangoon central & lunched with hweeling .
yesyes , i've eaten alot today *
went home , bath myself ; slack around & help pony bath too .
Was damn pissed off by my brother , he's really being sucha asshoooooole today !
eh no , i mean E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y ~
there wont be any day that he will stop his childish-ness & stop disiao-ing me ,
you see , he's like reaching 18 ald & still like that
wah , im waiting for the day he grow up & BE A MAN . .
haa . Okie , so where was i ?
ohyah . i'm was bored at home , & my brother got nothing to do too ,
so you know wad ? he teach me how to play Dota -.-"
heard that ? it's D-O-T-A ~
i swear i sucks alot in that game , dumb ass like me didnt even complete HALF the level ,
then i die ald :D wonderful "
like .. i cant even find where i was standing when im in the game -.-
okay , enough of that . so now , finally peace at home !
he has gone out & now left only me&pony ,
like so finally no more nonsence from him .
yepps . shall stop here for now ,
take great care ppl !
& Its just another day
Another day , that made no yesterday
Time shall let everything turns right ,
& make everything alright .. hopefully ;

2007-08-11T06:08:00.000+08:00

Okie , i've wake up ald ! obviously -.-
no more waking up late for ASS today , how sad right ?
Chem extra lesson later on ,
& worst ; band after that D:
sucha " wonderful " life indeed ..
okayyyyy, gtg bath & meet up with Aunty .
takecare all !
& I dont know how it seems to be like ,
yet everythings feels much better ;
but i cant deny , that i've made this same mistakes again .

2007-08-09T04:22:00.000+08:00

Today's national day !
I used to dont like national day because its a holiday & i wont be able to go out ,
haa . that was when i'm in primary school life lah
but it makes no different in secondary school life too -.-
didnt go out today , rot almost the whole day at home .
see , i told you ; no different right ?
BIGBIG thanks to national day , we got 4 days freeee from school :D
Wake up around 2 plus today ,
came online & rot all the way infront of the screen .
Gosh " Boredom is nasty !
someone please tell me what can I do to make my life more interesting .
I didnt sleep well last night ,
eh no , shall say i didnt put my head properly on my pillow ;
& so like .. i twisted my neck while sleeping last night .
stupid right ? :/
i told my mom , & she told me to put my pillow upside-down & left it on my bed ?
okie , i also dont know wad she mean ah .
Pork chop for dinner today ! :D
finally step out of house , went hougang mall just for that stall of pork chop ?
hoho " funny uh ? my mom keep insisting on going there ,
she say that stall of westen food was yummy !
How sad , its been really super long since we all sit togathere & eat for dinner .
okie nvm , ASS should be contented . i'm ald counted as very blessed enough (:
yesyes , I really hate myself for being so stupid !
bang the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall please :/
you know what ? i'm really a failure , si bai ze *
i cant even cut a pork chop well ,
Nonono ! should say i dont even know how to cut pork chop ah !
i tell you , i almost cut till the whole plate falls onto the floor -.-
& my mom had to cut it for me actually . wth ~
My brother say this year's firework was beautiful !
i hope i can go Esplanade or somewhere that i see the fireworks D:
but well .. nvm , wait for next year !
Tmr's still holiday ? prepare to rot at home agn ):
ohya , my mum is cute .
she cant stop saying nb :D
ask me dont say , yet she ownself say .
such a bad example lah she . haa
Alright , enough craps !
take care "
& The feelings still linger inside .

2007-08-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

Changed another blogsong , Cancer ; My chemical romance '
this song super short , only 2.23 mins for the whole song .
So ya , school's quite fine today , no boring lesson & was dismissed super early (:
if only we're dismissed at that time EVERYDAY ~ how great ah "
Was as usual late for band this morning
overslept & wake up late , i need a Human-alarm-clock !
this morning's ndp was terrible :/ very , indeed
super MAAAAAAAAAALU please !
i swear we're like somehow of song-ka's band playing at the parade squae -.-
yesyes , & i look so much like a total idiot :]
class farewell party for miss lee was a success one !
was actually kinda glad to see the boys helping out too .
yepps , so like .. she'll be only coming back after EOY ?
After everything's done , bused 62 down to mac with Aunty ; Carina & Momo .
Breakfast together equals Loves (:
Emelia came & join us after that , slack around & bused to her house .
had a great time with the girls today ! tearing down her room & playing with her dog .
ohya , her dog is superx1000000000 cute ! his fur was like super soft lah :D
lefted & went home around 6 plus .
tmr's national day , & 4 day freeeeee from school *
FINALLYx3 able to wake up late :D Gosh - celebrations please !
wf , get well real soon !
Nights & take care .
& When your heart can't cry out the feelings ;

2007-08-06T20:23:00.000+08:00

Alright , shall make this a quick one .
School was as BORINGGGG ~
I need motivation to study !
whenever i open any of my reference books ,
i'll think of sleeping straight away :/
Ohhell , common test is like .. within a weeks time ?
tsktsk , bad . real real bad "
Take out all the useless stuffs from my head ,
add in some useful knowledge please !
so like today's assembly was horrible -.-'''
Yes , tancheena ' that f.b agn
i just hate the sight of her can ?
Alright , i gota admit it . she keep on aiming at us ,
& just wont stop picking on us one lah !
Ohwell never mind ~ she thinks its fun -.-
Had MT ; English ; Geo & Math today .
all was like was damn boring .. ):
told ya , I reallyreally need more motivation to study .
Asshole , faster get back the mood for studying please "
4 period of math can kill me ,
I detest math alooooot !
Seriously , it can makes me go crazy , i swear !
I want a Maths brain , can anyone give it to me ? kay , nonsense "
went for band after ACT , free sun-tanning uh ?
Everyone was like roasted pigs under the sun please
but thank god , its the last rehersal ald :D
i hope it rain on wed's morning ,
like .. i prefer wet weather's program more ~
took 70 with hweeling & finally home sweet home "
My gastrics hate me today );
its been killing me since MT lesson , wth
tmr's tuesday , shrugs .
&With more than a thousand words i've kept ;

2007-08-05T01:55:00.000+08:00

& The fairytale life, isn't for me.
so yes, moving on (:

Seriously , weekends are BIGBIG ♥ !
if only we can exchange weekends with weekdays .. how great ?
okay , i dont know wth im talking too -.-
tmr's monday , i can feel the blues already .
Schools & everything gona start agn , how sad right ?
worst is , there's BORING assembly & ~~hell~~ NDP's rehersal .
I hate school );

2007-08-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

ohhhh " Finally FINALLY weekends apporaching !
i love when it comes to Friday (:
Schooled today , lessons are getting more&more boring .
4 period of science in the morning , it can kill me i swear ,
Chem & Phy lessons are the most boring subject ever !
i tried so hard to stay awake & keep on slaping myself non stop -.-
Phy test was totally craps * hoho -
so , PE was alright ? floorball in the hall .
ohya , taken height & weight too :D i've grown taller !
YES , indeed a superb happy case .
I remember ytd i just told Aunty my height didnt grow at all since last year ,
always remain at 160cm . Lols "
English lesson was alright too ,
wrote composition on .. child abuse ? i think so .
after chinese extra lessons , slack in the class & went for band .
so like .. Miss Ann came talk to me this afternoon ,
& you know what ? she say stuffs which really spoiled my day :/
" samantha , at this rate you're going , you might repeat next year you know ?
& i dont want see you in 3N3 next year , you really gota buck up now . "
... ya , like this .
real fucked up after hearing it , yes . all thanks to her -.-
i couldnt remember clearly wad she say after that , she say alot of things .
but so far , i could only remember this few lines D:
jialat , imagine if i really repeat next year ?
i might as well go jump off the buildings ):
band x3 . preparing for national day thingie .
dismiss at around 6 ?
bused 70 with hweeling & went home .
i wanted to blog about something ,
but i just cant remember wad i wanted to say ! -.- dumb ass
Chem extra lesson in school tmr morning , OMGGGG !
ya , how "wonderful" agn ?
i intend to wake up around noon time on weekends you know :/
urghh " sudden cravings for mcflurry & mrbean soya milk now .
okayokay , alright , shall stop here . enough of my craps ;
sucha long post today !
Take care .
& In memory , shades hung over my top .

2007-08-01T04:39:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOS !
here & BACK blogging :D
okie . i dont know how to start this post ,
& i dont know what to write too .
but one thing ; my blogg is rotting like mad now :/ so lifeless .
No updates , no anything ; no what-so-ever for that pass 2 months .
now , ASS is back blogging !
I'll rid away all my lazyness & start posting .
hur . okay , i got nothing much to say actually .
just a shortshort post to keep this updated .
Realised , the time seems to be passing super slow this week D:
today is only thursday , the clock didnt seems to be ticking & moving at all lah .
& school was as usual , Boringgggggg ~ -.-
hmm . so like .. everyone had starting bucking up for common test & EOY exams .
yes yes , i'll work doubly hard if possible alright .
at least now i've know something for math , AT LEAST for graph .
i mean better then a blank mind for math's EOY paper right ?
imagine the whole of sec3 math textbook , & i only know one pathetic chapter ?
hoho " wonderful ah :D
okay , shall stop here for now .
I hope things are not going wrong ,
& everything to be alright & back to normal soon .
Nights & take care !
* & Having it for once , will bring happiness actually ;
Once is enough , not too greedy .

2007-06-05T16:18:00.000+08:00

IAmBoreeeeed ~
okie . i shall say , ytd was a bad day D:
& i mean , real bad day ..
mood gone = everything gone "
reach home around 6 plus after band practice ,
sleeeeeeeeep all the way till today's noon . haa
meaning in total , i've got 17 hours of sleep (:
& yes , its been super long time sinces i last slept for so long .
but the outcome sucks i tell you "
instead of being more opp. of sleepy (i dont know what's that word call lah)
you know .. my english fail :/
i became more sleeply , && even got ~~headaches~~ -.-
stupid right ? yes , i know ~
so yah , today . nth much happen too .
stayed home & online all the way .
i help pony to bath just now , hoho "
im such a good owner ! :D
kaykay crapppps * you see you see ~
ASS is getting more&more shameless as days goes by -.-
ohgosh " my lips is so dry , & now tear ald
wth " if i know , i would have drink more water .
Times really flies , it's already June ~
okie , enough rubbish . i realise this post look so stupid !
till here , tc all !
& Something in me that makes me want to run and hide "

2007-06-03T05:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD !
hoho " its like longlong time sinces i last say this -.-'''
Alright , im sort of crazy now .
spilt personality , indecisive , super fast mood swings ; yes . like this .
so .. can actually just inorge me & this post .
im just posting whatever that come to my mind now .
what a wonderful sunday , i sleep the whole day (:
wake up around 1.30 ?
breakfast , came online & blahhh ~
&& i went back sleep again .
hoho " sushis&greentea for tonight's dinner ! super yummy ~ :D
band practice tmr ,
8plus all the way till 5plus . how great ? -.-
but , at least .. something keep me occupied .
ohGosh * my eyes , its coming again .
honestly killing me like mad now D;
.. & afterall , im just yearning for a pair of healthy eyes please .
so yah . i'll just prey hard that thing's gona be alright by itself .
for every single things , there will be a reason behind it .
i need time to adjust myself , to correct myself .
& the only thing i can do is to keep on moving ,
everyone is on this never stoping treadmill track
just gota keep on going ,
going going & going on , whether is we like it or not .
but however , bad things will always happen just like that .
happen for no reason ; no purpose . & this is called L-i-f-e "
but , what can be the worse ?
tc ppl ~
* picture perfect fading smiles are all that left in sight . "

2007-05-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

yes yes , rotting . its rotting already .
i still fail to update regularly , tsk !
my mind's blank today , everything seems so empty .
oh " how great , there's virus in my com !
all to thanks to hweeling ! & im like so stupid please -.-
so ppl . if i got send you anything in msn , dont go accecpt it alright ?
its virus lai de* only fools like me will go accecpt & run it . dumb ASS !
im only worrying if the virus will automatic be send to others ? omg :/
so yah . Recently , besides then going back school for band ,
all i do is still staying home sleep&sleep&sleep ~
.. & i swear , sleeping really helps alot .
haven been touching any homeworks at all ,
seriously not in the mood for hws yet :\
band practice tmr , combined with sec 1 .
Gosh * see how am i gona die :/
i miss auntay so much !
you must really take great care wherever you go alright ?
we'll meet out realreal soon , i promise (:
i want go town ; i want go beach ; i want ... . ... hoho "
blahhh ~

2007-05-27T04:12:00.000+08:00

this weekends wasted .
im starting to think that holidays are terrible .
real real terrible D:
yes , although can wake up anytime i want
but there's so much other disadvantages please .
rotting at home & start thinking alot ? :/
the feeling is soooooooooooo NOT great !
i have tons of homeworks on my desk now ,
awaiting for me to touch them -.-
is like , every single subject got homeworks
plus that stupid litespeed thing .
it seemed like a lifetime till i finish all the piles of assignments ahh ?
bss tchers are out to kill us all ,
giving us like a YEAR's homeworks lah .
i intend to let mom sign my report book on the last day of holiday .
before all i heard in this one month is her nagggggggggings -.-'''
so yah , i've been staying at home & sleep for the past 2 days .
& no matter how much i sleep , i still feel as sleepy :\
eh no . wait , is i feel more sleepy !
look through some msn chat logs just now ,
yes , so much flashback & memories "
somehow . I suddenly remembered , a thing of the past .
like you know .. doing all these recollecting and reminiscing is certainly ...
that i-dont-know-how-to-describe kind of feeling ?
but afterall . i really love looking back at those past chat logs , those conversations . .
mom dapao fish&chips and mrbean soya milk for my dinner .
hoho " super yummy !
.. & i nearly vomit everything out after my last bite :\
was real FUUUUUUUUUULL please .
band practice tmr , thank god (:
finally gota step out of the house ,
before fungis grows ? okae , nonsense ~
i feel like going mia D:
deep in me , i kept so much things unsaid .
There's still one thing left to forget
a feeling locked deep inside
what I thought was finally gone ,
was only hidden from my sight .
the thoughts that run wild ,
its proving to me that its coming true .
blahhhhh . okie ASS , enough rubbish "
ppl , enjoy ur holidays & tc !
* i remembered my promise , no matter what . "

2007-05-24T03:22:00.000+08:00

Ohno , my blogg is dying . sorry for late updates ppl "
so yah . of cause , lots of things happened this 4 days .
And this few days had been trash , absolute trash .
i don't know ah , but I felt really horrible both inside & outside D:
i'm so fucked up with myself that I can knock myself on the wall 100000000 times
& die of internal and external bleeding , i swear .
somehow i hated my all actions and my speech & all . Goodness knows why :\
this dark and lurkish mood have settled since monday and lingered long enough . grrr
make this thing go awwwwwwwwwwway please ! "
fine . ASS , dont go out of point .
school's been very slack this week , & i somehow enjoy it (:
i intend to bring pillow&blanket ytd to school & zzzz ~ okae , nonsense .
& its already the last week of school .
yes . i'll definitely miss school & everything .
so taken back our MYE's results .
ohgosh . my results were all so shity please .
i fail everything except for D&T , ya . E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G * well done yah ?
i just cant stand my stupidity please :/ dumb ass !
i even can fail my chinese eh , zhen shi bai ~
shen wei hua ren fail hua wen ? wonderful . -.-
&& my math is soooooooooo pathetic , i only scored 3/100 for overall
i might as well dont come school on that both day to take my math papers ?
.. blah . but seriously . im really content with 3 marks , at least i didnt get an egg .
like .. im super allergic to numbers & formulas ,
& that explains why math is my greatest enemy :/
f. math ; i hate you lah !
so yah , i've screwed up every paper .
i have a heart of a chicken & guts of an ant that i dont dare to face the consequence ?
& i wonder how am i gona tell my mom my atrocious marks ?
i dont want see her faint or collaspe of high blood pressure , heart attack or whatsoever -
hoho " yaya craps again :D
report book tmr , all underline marks . how great "
gota really work hard next term , when school reopens i mean .
yes yes , im serious . enough of failing for ASS :\
i'll sure retain if this goes on . &&& i dont wan to retain please ~
- Buuuuuuuuuuuck up - *
so today , morning went back school for band .
as usual , combine inside band room . doing nth much .
band dismissed , run rounds&rounds around parade square & did 37 push up "
its been a super long time since i last did pumpings , my hand aching ahhh ~
you see you see , how weak ? blahhhh
walk out with the girls , took 70 & went home .
& now , bartley sec is somehow like a gardan/park rather then like a school ?
there's so much flowers & plant around everywhere lah -.-
is the 55th anni. thing so grand ?
Gosh * splitting headaches is now becoming an everyday thing to me D:
even how much i sleep it still like that ! wth "
last day of school tmr .. 30 days -
&& Beta , have a ping an trip back . you'll be missed :D
alright ass . enough of rubbish
till here , nites & tc all !
* & yearning for just one more smile . "

2007-05-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

190th post ! omg , haven even reach 200th yet .
i spent my day rottting at home , ya . again (:
but its a happy rotting i guess ?
cause somehow . i dont feel bored at all , not even for a second . hoho "
sushis & green tea for lunch :D super yummy ~
so yah , gymed with xy in the evening .
yes yes , its been 123456789 years sinces i last gymed ,
my stamina succccccccks like hell , real bad x3 :/
okie , & is like .. so weird lah ?
i use my both legs to run but only end up my right leg ache-ing .
xy say my left leg si diao liao -.- how great
dinnered at mac , & reach home around 8 plus .
so , school starting tmr . Gosh * had to wake up damn early again :/ wth ~
.. BLAH " alright , stop complaining .
its already the last week of school , like only 4 more days left . . D:
then , it will be one MONTH free from school .
oh , hellos rednose&saltytears (:
okie , ASS shut up .
till here . nites & tc all "
* & this beautiful fasle facade . "

2007-05-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

Life goes on , & ASS move on too .
well . pardon me for those ~~smallsmall~~ words on ytd's posting .
my blog/postings are not suppose to be emo :/
ytd was like .. moodswing maybe ?
butbut my mood is back again , which is soooooooo great !
Yes yes , im a happy ASS :D
should live my life like there's no tomorrow . abit kuazhang ah ? hoho "
wake up around 9 plus this morning , super early please -.-
so like , forced myself back to sleep & end up waking up at 2 plus .
didnt went out with aunty today ,
was staying at home the whole day being a good girl [: BLAH ~ ok , craps .
i bathed pony just now !
sooooo long since i last help him to bath ,
& now , he is a xiangx2 pony already (:
monday school starts , & its gona be the last week of school .
should feel happy ? i-dont-know :/
anyway , getting back MYE's result soooon . Good luck ppl *
as long as you've try ur best & put in hard work ,
even getting a F9 will make you feel contend luh ?
Nahhh , okie . it wasn't supposed to make sense anyway :D
hmm . band starting on monday . ohGosh *
preparing for the school's 55th anniversary thing ,
& tuesday's band ends till 8PM ): very wth right "
alright ASS . stop complaining -.-
arrrgh ~ im hell bored now i tell you !
oh ! finally a long post :D
till here . tc all !
If you had a choice , would you turn back time
& change a consequence , an effect , a situation ?
im sure many (or all) would have done so .
Rregrets , sadness & breakdown is part of life .
all of us would have to move on , no matter what happens .
so yah , life goes on . Regret scars the memory ,
but the weary widow marches on .
* & i raise my white flag unto you . "

2007-05-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

HELLOS "
well , regular updates to prevent my blog from rotting !
so yah . even a super short one is better then posting nothing luh .
i'm supersuper restless now :/
Band practice today ,
oh , how great -.- i've forget all fingerings & lipings already .
& my lips's getting weaker&weaker .
did footdrill , wth . Alright , i hate footdrill to the Maaaaaaaaax please :\
yes . i look like a perfect idiot doing marching & stuffs ,
godness " im already look idiot enough lah ! -.-'''
so everything ends & band dismissed .
Gosh " waited for that f-ing damn long 70 with hweeling for hours .
Lol , but i love disiao-ing her [: hoho "
& fianlly reach home around 7.45PM ?
feeling like so indescribable now :/
Godddddd , i need the strength to move on .
i dont prey for any breakdowns please D:
ass should be happy .
till here , nites & tc all "
* & without the mask , where will you hide ? "

2007-05-17T03:48:00.000+08:00

my posting are getting shorter&shorter each day :/ Gosh "
today's gona be a short one too , & i mean a super short one .
i've got nth to bloggg about ah . life getting more&more ~~sick~~ D:
okie , whatever .
Morning went back school for band's meeting .
june's camp , 3D2N . Gd luck "
meeting ends around 2.30 ?
bused 70 with hweeling & home sweet home ~
reach home & rot all the way .
till here , nites & tc all .
* & you cant fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in your lies . "

2007-05-16T04:15:00.000+08:00

MYE finally O-V-E-R ! & now , exam-freeeeeeeeee ~
okie , ass . dont make it so serious pls ,
it makes no different if there's exam or not for you luh -.-'''
im gona flunked everything . hoho "
Gd luck to me ppl !
i screwed up every single paper :/ i swear .
yesyes , whatever a loser do . its still useless .
so like .. failing to me , is nothing surprise already :D
yah , math paper 2 was as usual nonsense lah .
i have this f-ing headache that's honestly killing me for the whole day :\ wth ~
oh , how great . no school for 4 days ~
really tired now , will make it a short post .
till here ~
&& Getwell getwell getwell sooooon *
nites & tc all "
* this place , my hideway
is the place i put my pain
my misgivings , my flaws
my defects , my impertinentness . "

2007-05-15T19:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO !
alright , today's weather were great !
super cooling for the whole day , even now (:
but this morning sucks i tell you , the rain . ohmy ~
i super hate it when kena trappppped in the bus stop -.-'''
hoho " chemisty was purely craps :DD
the weather making me doing&doing till fallen sleep .
& i swear there's no even a single questions like i do it " seriously type " .
not even the MCQ please ! :/
so yah , was crapping with the answers all the way .
well , will see how's my wonderful result then [:
after paper , bused 22 with auntay & head to amk hub .
breakfast-ed , slack , eat & shop around ~
bused 136 to hougang mall , shop again & trained back to cp .
of cos , soya milk :D & slacked at ldf .
reach home around 2 plus , & afternoon nap all the way .
hoho " & its been longlonglong ,
far too long time since i last nap in the noon luh . shoick ~
my rashes recovering ! thanks god *
like finally no more fishporriage & bread anymore .
Mathpaper2 tmr ! okie , let's flunk it :D
Last paper to go , & freeeeeeeeeeeee ~
Gdluck & all the best for tmr's paper ya ! rmb bring calculator *
yepps , & ASS has been very fine (:
shall just let natural(wadever the spelling is) takes it course .
till here ~ tc all !
* & the answer to all my prayers . "

2007-05-14T01:49:00.000+08:00

HELLOS !
2 more paper to go , & exam-freeeeee :D
didnt went school for PHY paper today ,
my skin , ohGosh " its ~~killing~~ me please !
super irritating lah :/
the itchyness & rashes ,
please x2 ; go awaaaaaaay & dont come back !
so yah , as usual . stayed at home the whole day ; rotting away
& i've been always eating fish porriage & bread for the past 2 days ,
yes . super plain uh ? how great -.-
Anyway . BIGBIG thanks to ppl for concerns , really appreciate it alot * (:
chemisty tmr . last 2 paper & free ,
Gdluck & all the best ya , JIAYOHS *
234 days , & counting ... you're still that someone special .
till here , a super short posting here ,
nites & tc all "
* & words can never replace feelings . "

2007-05-13T15:29:00.000+08:00

[ Lips Of An Angel ]

Honey why you calling me so late ?
It's kinda hard to talk right now .
Honey why are you crying ? Is everything okay ?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud
Well , my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And , yes , I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late ?

HELLOS WORLD !
early posting today "
so i changed another blog song .
" Lips of an angel " :D
a kind of rock song ? hoho
but somehow , it dont fit with my blogskin lah :/
i need a suitable song for my blog .
so another weekend is here agn !
recall back ytd , SATURDAY *
no school , no nth again ! :D
wake up around 11 plus , & when i woke up
the first thing i heard was my mom's nagging -.-
Gosh " nag here nag there ~ my head bursting ald !
washup , came online & BLAH "
was actually meeting with the girls for outies .
butbut . me&aunty cannot make it that day .
so yah , outting cancel due that ; SORRY ah *
around 2 plus , meet auntay out to cp & get our mother's day present .
yesyes " ASS is a good girl :D okie , crappppps ~
after lunched at mos
head to every single level , every single shop to look for the gift .
walk here walk there & shop around the whole cp .
& were complaining to each other ,
" why theres only mother&father's day , dont have daughter&son's day ? "
Lol . okie , i know not funny ah -.-'''
was finding & finding till we went pek cek ,
so at last . decide to head into metro & bought perfume for her .
ohno " it cos me a bomb please :\
hmm . Auntay brought flowers for her mum . hoho " cute !
& i swear the flowers were supersuper pretty ! (:
after everything's done , went to ldf for slacking & was crapping alot .
of cos , soya bean milk ! our Loveeeeeeees ~
took lots of funny&ugly&fooling pics ,
just to make ourself laugh , like mad aunties ! :D
hoho " ya , we always passes our time like that .
dinner-ed at cp's mac , the enviroment there sucks like hell :/
bused & reach home around 7 plus .
Lastly , happy 15th birthday hweeling ! ((:

TODAY *
wake up around 9 plus by itchyness .
ohgosh , i didnt even sleep well last night !
was having this somehow like illness thing , "hong mo" ? ya , something like that .
LOL . i dont know why i'll be like keep on laughing when i mention it .
the name very funny lah [:
i got it since i was born , family yi chuan down one
my mom got it , my grandmom got it & my greatgreatgreat ... grandmom got it too . hoho "
hana hana ASS , nuff' of craps .
like .. okie , my whole body will be superx3 itchy !
with redred patch everywhere D: HEN CHOOOOOOU .
so yah , mom brought me to the doctor .
ate medience & was feeling muchmuch better now :DD
no more itchyness ! i love my mom *
but i hate "hong mo" & ~~injections~~ :/
OMG lah , & i look like a total idiot now , wearing long sleeves & long pants -.- imagine ?!
arrrgh ~ okie , i've done complaining !
back to topic ;
so stayed at home the whole day , rotting away .
im hell bored now laaah !
steamboat for tonight's dinner , celebrating mother's day ! hoho
&&& no more reflections for ASS today :D like i say , I must be happy *
PHY(i think so) paper tmr , hoho "
GdLuck & all the best ya , JIAYOHS *
3 more days to exam-FREE ~
look forward ass , look forward !
& i hope im getting my life ahead .
Lastly , HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY * Lol
okieokie , enough rubbish .
till here , nites & tc all .
* & The tears I wish to wipe away . "

FRI & SAT's picture uploaded *

auntie's backview , taken at hougang swimming complex ! :D

reflections ~

Reflections ! yes , i look nerd * hoho " [:

mrBEAN's soya milk are our Loves * :D

okie , i dont know wth im doing in this photo :/

& with her , the world is JOY ! :DD

TATA , till here !

2007-05-11T04:15:00.001+08:00

HELLO !
alright , my mood for blogging is slowly coming back . & i mean of cos , its a happy case ! :D
a short one here , hope it wont look weird ?
today , no exams ; no school ; no NTH !
& i swear the feeling is like , super :D . hoho "
wake up around 9 plus . ya , early uh ?
but nono , i went back & sleep agn till 11.30 -.-
so yah , came online & stuff .
last min plannnned with aunty to go swimming , plus the weather is perfect too !
bused 72 down to hougang S.C .
on the way there , auntay is fooling inside the bus can .
you know wad ? she go & wear her goggles in the bus & pretend to swim :DD
wapaing eh , imagine wearing goggles INSIDE A BUS ?
& somemore the bus almost full loaded luh . MALU *
haa , funny lah . she's cute ! [:
reach there around 1 plus ,
swim x3 till 3 plus , get up & lunched .
& we went back swim all the way till 5.30 .
bath & everything , left & bused 161 down to cp .
slacked at ldf , soyabean & touhua are our Loves , hoho
was complaining to each other , how restless we are .
yesyes , my whole body super heavy now :/
so after everything's done , bused & went home .
& you always told me to stay :D & not D: , yepps , i'll listen to you then .
ASS yi ding yao kai xin *
hana hana , enough crapppppps please .
till here . nites & tc all !
* & i heard a voice telling me to hang on ; hang on there . "

2007-05-09T04:01:00.000+08:00

HELLOS !
back blogging , another short post here .
gosh " i know today posting gona look weird agn .
mood for bloggging , pleeeeeeeeease come back soon ! ):
english paper 2 today ,
was super hard like hell please . !
i seriously hate that both RAJ for setting the paper ,
~~fuck~~ ! set so hard for wad lah ?!
i coudnt even understand a single thing from that both passage :/
was reading & reading till fallen asleep luh .
so yah . was crapppppping with the answer all the way , flunked flunked flunked ~
& after eng , D&T paper .
another difficult want , the things i learn didnt came out at all -.- very wth right ?
& the sky is crying after our paper
went out school gate with the girls & head to bus stop ,
yepps , everyone was wet . hoho "
bused 80 & went cp with aunty awhile before heading home & prepare .
reach home . bath , prepare & everything .
bused 112 down to kovan & waited for aunty .
off we went to meet up with the girls , & mugging session start .
but nono , we didnt study much today .
everyone was so restless ,
plus the weather ! its making us falling asleep -.-
but ya , i Love today's weather ! :D super cooling
after studying , slacked around .
trained back cp with aunty , slacked agn & bused home .
i saw a BIG snail on my way home -.-"'
tmr geo , & it ends at 9.15AM ? HOHO "
so ppl , gdLuck & all the best for tmr's paper ! JIAYOHS *
there's still so many things running in my mind ,
i’m tired of this smile that I don’t even recognize .
& i never feel so devastated before , i dont know why out of a sudden .
ipretend,ideny,&itriedalmosteverything;
Butitstillfails.
okok , enough craps ! my posting look weird again D:
till here , nites & tc all .
*& its so out of line to try to turn back time . "

2007-05-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

HELLOS WORLD "
back back ! skiped 2 day's posting .
still fail to post regularly agn , sad case .
so yah , a super short post here .
MATHS paper 1 today .
& the first questions i ald give up :\
told ya , my math cannot make it want .
so as usual , i flunked the whole paper wonderfully .
i guess i cant even score a single mark please .
paper ends around 9.30AM , yes . super early today !
headed home . bath , change & prepare .
trained down to kovan mac with aunty ,
lunched & mugggg with the girls .
study x3 for our D&T & F&N ~
momo came around 3 plus , & sooon melivia join too . reach home around 7 plusplus .
english paper 2 & D&T paper tmr ! :/
hoho " ppl , gd luck for tmr's paper ! JIAYOHS *
please God , just let this week pass smooooothly alright ?
prey hard for better day , & everything turn out to be fine .
my posting look sooo weird today , i swear
i'm thinking very hard as i write this post :/
i mean like , i should just type whatever that comes to my mind ,
but yet nothing much came out ): BLAH ~i wan go ~~MIA~~ .
till here , nites & tc all .
* & secret tears still flow . "

2007-05-05T04:53:00.000+08:00

HELLOS "
changed another blogskin .
ya , i know it sucks like heaven :/ look so much like ~~ahma~~ skin '
butbut , its far too better than that emo one .
i dont like my bloggg to be emmmo luh .
i guess will be changing agn soon , when i found another better one ?
so like I dont know what to blog .
okie , a short post again "
another weekend is here , SATURDAY !
finally a chance to sleep abit longer
i mean as in 3 hours longer ? yaya '
wake up around 8 plus this morning , cannot make it ald :x
went off prepare & head to see doctor .
ohgosh " i got soooooo many colours of medicine to eat !
God bless me please , i really detest eating medicine D:
okie , whatever ~ who likes it ? -.-
went off to cp ldf & meet aunty at around 12.45 ?
trained down to kovan mac & waited for the girls to come .
hoho " me&aunty like super kiasu lah , we reach there first ; to book place ! haa .
like wad you know , " AUNTIE " :D
so everyone start studying , i mean so call " study " .
i did my PHY notes !
the venier calipers making me mad :\
ya . so i totally give up on my math , i know its for sure a gone case .
im prepared to flunk the whole of paper1&2 ald (:
study study study all the way till 4 plus i guess ?
went off to the " park ? " beside pl there
slack ; took photos ; shouting here & there . Lol
left around 6 , then train down to cp with aunty
& slacked at ldf .
pt , cheer up cheer up alright ?
i rmb someone ever told me this ;
" birthday one year one time only , must cherish it well . "
& its ur sweeeet 15th ! ni yao haohao gao oh (:
dont think too much ald lah , bd must enjoy okie ?
put all those bad/sad/unwanted thing aside & enjoy ur monday !
hoho " so yah . bused 159 & reach home around 7.45 .
a great day with the girls ! :D
& now , my voice is super erxin can ?!
i hate having sore throat like hell please .
oh ? my flu sprrrrrrread ~
my mum & auntay kena it now :\
& i guess pony got it too ? i mean he keep ah-chewwwwwwing non-stop when i got home .
i dont know if its really the flu or the carpet's fault that make his nose like that .
OMG ! sorry ah , my loved ones . get well soon alright ?
&& dearest , ur hand ; hope it recover asap too , & wont leave any scars .
hmm . tmr sunday , ohmygod ):
i dont know wad im doing now , im just afraid that i'll went mad one day .
& there's too much hidden feelings , how i wish i could scream out loud , how im really feeling inside ):
.. ASS ! please . na de qi , jiu yao fang de xia .
* truths are always cruel , without fail .

& last tue's photo upload ~

tata , till here ~
nites & tc all .

2007-05-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO !
as usual , i still fail to post regularly ): how sad .
but anyway . just a short post here ,
to keep my blogg update-ED *
i wna change my blogskin asap , i dont wan emmmmmo skin luh :/
okie . so yah . today ? was alright i guess .
aunty morning call me , but i went back to sleep agn .
OMG " my head , its terrible this morning !
i nearly give up going to school luh :/
but nonono , im a good girl ! :D okie , craps ~
in the end , i wake up late & we're late for school today !
history repeated ? ._.
we were only late for that few seconds , like .. agn .
thanks carina&beta ! they save us from running rounds (: hoho "
had listening exam during MT ,
my listening sucks :/ i cannot understand much .
so end up anyhow shading the the circles .
lessons continues . nth much happen too
recess ; didnt went down to canteen , slack outside class with the girls .
like so wth lah , there's 2 loud thunder w/o warning one .
i sleeeeep 1 FULL hour during SS , yes ! super shoick .
butbut , everything get worse after i wake up -.-
like .. my nose , its running away " & my head .. ohgosh ! horrible ~
went down canteen , & i saw snaaaaaails ! -.-''''
had PHY for ACT " mrYEO came in .
like you know , during his lessons ; nobody pay attention at all .
i mean .. except for only 1 or 2 ppl ?
& today is his last lesson . hoho "
so , sitted at the very back with the girls .
awwwws ~ i miss sitting at the back sooo much can ?
sitting at the front sucks hell lots ! :\
after school , walk out with the girls .
bus 80 , went cp ldf with aunty , & slacked all the way .
tmr chinese paper ,
i know my compo sure cannot make it ald .
shit " i still not sure about the letter writing format .
i only rmb abit , i mean that bit ONLY lah ~
regret didnt copy down the format with hweeling during chinese lesson :/ stupid ASS !
.. wish me luck then . hoho "
&& ppl , rmb bring chinese dictionary :D in case i forget too .
so . gd luck for tmr's paper , JIAYOHS !
arggggh ~ i hate having " shang feng " like hell please !
block here block there , my ear is blocking too . wth
& my nose , poor thing lah !
its ald so small , the more i squzze ; the smaller it become luh ! ._.
then i will become no nose in the end . okie , craps again "
i really cant forget .
i thought i did , but afterall , im always telling a lie to myself .
a lie that i dont believe im lie-ing too .
& deep down my heart , i really ssim you alot .
.. letting go does not mean forgetting .
so ASS , continue advoiding & controlling . GAMBATTE !
okok . enough rubbish .
till here , nites & tc all !
* i want to run away , to hide away & to be slient .

2007-05-01T02:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD ,
okie . my bloggg is rotting soon ! sorry for late postings .
argh " now my head is like weighing 100000000kg (okie , i know im too kua zhang ald) -.-''''
& my nose , i swear its droopppping out anytime .
i cant smell anything now , its perfectly block -.-
super terrible :/
so yah . a short posting here ,
today ; Labour day , & no school :D
finally a day-off from hell ? auntay morning call around 9AM plus .
bath , prepare & head off to cp ldf & meet her .
Haha , actually was supposed to go airport & study today
but still , we plan to stay in cp the whole day .
we're lazy to go all the way to airport ,
its so far lah , but we're still going there sooooon (:
breakfast-ed & study at burger king .
yesyes ~ we S-T-U-D-Y "
as in like .. seriours type ?
nahh . we did notes only lah -.-
" muggggg " all the way till around 1.30 i guess ,
& our mood for studying gone `
so yah , we didnt continue studying .
instead we went to park & slack :D
as usual , we talk alot . toldya , i seriously loves talking to her lah .
& also , took hell loads of pictures too ;
will be uploaded in next postings . (:
saw alot of ppl at the park today ;
aaron , kokkian , weifang , michael & billy . all at sk !
slack till around 4plusplus & went back to cp .
was actually planning to study again ,
butbut . our studying mood still not back yet .
never mind . we'll try hardder next time . hoho "
so . slack at ldf awhile , & bused 159 home .
gosh , im feeling so weak all over my body the whole day :/
i mean weak as in physically (wadever the spelling is) , not mentally uh .
my bone is soon breaking into pieces ald .
OMG ~ labour day is OVER , & meaning ; school starts again .
why cant labour day be like .. a week ? ):
tsk " ASS ! fat hope lah ~
i dream of something ytd . yes , i swear its a wonderful dreams indeed .
& if only dreams will come true in real life ? how great . . .
argggggh okok ASS ! you see you see , you're thinking too much again .
stop all these pleeeeeeease ~
my thoart;nose;head is killing me like hell D: im kcis .
hmm . the weather has been really terrible these days ,
so ppl . sleep with the blanket on ,
aircon degreee just fit & keep yourself hydrated at all times alright .
&& no late nights * sleep early ah ~
whispers . "hello , i miss you real terribly " ):& the hidden feelings inside .
BLAAAAH ~ alright , enough of my rubbish "
till here , nites & tc all !
* & the voice of truth leads the way . "

2007-04-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

[/edited]hoho . sorry ppl , went to edit some part of my post :/yah , ASS should not have post any emo stuff .
HELLOS .
coming back to my regular blogging !
a short post here i guess .
so yah , its SUNDAY .
as usual , i stayed at home the whole day .
was planning to mugggg for revision ~ but still , got no mood to .
so ... end up doing self-reflections :/ like , again .
Fwaaaah ~ i think every sunday really gona be my " self-reflections day " , for the rest of my life already .
okie ass , enough of rubbish .
dont go out of point pleaseeeeeee ~
hmm . tmr monday again ,
gosh " why do weekend always pass so fast ?
so , schools & everything starts .
.. okie , let's prey hard it gona be a better week .
im going airport & study with auntay this tuesday !
i miss seeing the aeroplanes flying ~
no school on tue , meaning ; no 4 periods d&t lessons ! finally ~ -.-
so yah , new challenges coming up every single day .
this coming week is going to be a tough one ,
still , i hope i can pull through & make it .
yes . ASS , continue avoiding .
whenever i look into the mirror , all that i can see ;
is this bloody reflection of a former me . ya , no more emo stuffs here ! [/edited]till here , tc all !
& the Reflection in my mirror is just a Failure .

2007-04-28T11:10:00.000+08:00

HELLOS !
early posting today '
okie , i did something stoopid this morning -.-
& i mean like reeeeeeeeeal stoooopid .
so yah , please point & say im a stoopid fool !
hurr . guess what ?
i wake up 5.10AM & prepare everything for school .
EVERYTHING i mean ! like .. bath , wear uniform & BLAAAH ~
was tie-ing my hair half way , my mum come into my room .
& conversation goes like this -
mum - " ni zhai zuo se mo ? "
me - " bang tou fa lah , wo yao chi dao liao ! "
mum - " ni yao qu na li ? "
me - " qu du su lah ~ "
mum - " jing tian xin qi liu eh , ni you du su meh ? "
me - " ... argh ? "
mum - " JING TIAN SHI XIN QI LIU ! "
oh gosh " ASS ! wth are you doing ~ ?! .. its getting bad to worse please .
but thank god my mum came in ,
if not i'll be like a idiot , going to cp & meet aunty ald -.-'''' i thought there's school today , & i forgot today is saturday .
YES , its super stooopid uh .
alright . skip this , i know im mad " :/
so yah , its SATURDAY , a weekend is here .
im gona out & study with auntay after this ,
uh-huh . S-T-U-D-Y *
will start MUGGGGING for our revisions .
like i say , studying can make us forget things (: but its true lah .
when you really concentrate , you wont be thinking too much ald .
&& no more towns or shoopings on weekends till exam over !
yes , its gona a different ASS & auntay :D
hoho . ohya , i still rmb last year'S EOY exams .
me & auntay actually went all the way to airport & study !
& after studying , we went to see aeroplanes ! Lol .
so i guess we gona do the same for this MYE too .
go airport , study & see aeroplanes * (: yepps !
now , im waiting for auntay that pig to wake up . hoho "
i guess she's now still in her dream land . ((:
well .. sweet dreams , aunty !
ohya , i just went to delete my friendster account ,
yes , i did another stoopid thing again .
butbut , i would rather delete it than letting it rooot yeah ?
so no more " http://www.friendster.com/31889753 " ald !
grrr " my eyes is killing me ! :/
& so now , i gota keep avioding .
i hope this feeling will go away ):
& its ture i cant go on w/o you .
okok ass , enough of ur craps .
till here , tc all !
* talk to the mirror , choke back tears .

2007-04-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

HELLOS WORLD .
back to my regular updates :D
yepps , shall keep this blogg alive .
just realised something ,
i've been neglect-ing my friendster again :
maybe im deleting that stoopied account soon .
okie , i know im super -.- luh .
so yah , its thursday .
i Love today's weathers to the max . !
like .. super cooling please .
me & auntay were late for school today .
HOHO . we reach the school gate at around 8.24AM ? yepps yepps .
as usual , punishments was given .
sweeping the floor , again -.-'''
we were given broom & daskpan (whatever that spelling is) ,
went up to the hall & sweep the stage .
instead of sweeping the floor ,
auntay&me were actually playing with the broom . Lol
& after everything's done ,went back class for lessons around 9.45AM !
d&t was alright today ,
theory for the whole 2 periods copying notes .
yepps . i was just copying blindly , i dont even understand a single stuffs luh .
recess ; brought green tea & went back class with aunty .
so yah , lessons continue & blahhhhh ... . ...
was not really paying attention during math & SS :/
like .. for not even a single bit please !
its really terrible during lesson time ):
oh gosh . ass ! please * concentrate alright ?!
stayed back after ACT for SAW -.-
& for godness ! we're like staying back for " copying lines " sessions rather for SAW !
guess wad ?
the saw tcher gave us 6 fool scap paper , double sided somemore :\
& was told to copy
" I will not be late for school . " for like 360 TIMES ! wth "
write x3 copy x3 till my hand went retard .
but somehow its super numb after completing everyting -.-
left SAW at around 4.45 ?
walked out with auntay & bused 80 to Kovan MRT .
saw weifanggg sweet on the way . hoho , & trained to cp . !
same routine , lunched & slack at ldf .
again , talked & share alot (:
we make it today , well done AUNTIES !
we'll continue like this , JIAYOHS ohs *
& yes , i just LOVE talking to her so much luh .
after slacking , went up to popular , brought blockfile , stationarys & stuffs .
we're preparing for tmr's first MYE !
yesyes . i know its abit kiasu luh , but we're AUNTIES *
walk around cp , brought much stuffs too .
at around 7plus ; byebye to aunty , bused 159 & went home .
kcuf , i got a bad hair day !
i swear my hair is getting from bad to worse D: super sad case
i wna cut botak hair ! anybody wants to accompany me ? hurr !
ohya , i cleared all book under my table , & its alot lah :/
like finally i bring books home !
well .. its a different ASS today .
a few weeks more to MYE , & i've not even started my revision at all ;
gd luck ass ! i guess for rest of this week ,
gona chiong all the way for revision already .
please , mugggggg hard for this time alright ?!
& i realised , actually studying can make you forget things . YES !
so yah , tmr english paper1 & SS paper .
gd luck & all the best people , JIAYOHS * :D
its time . yepps , i've finally woken up after sorting everything ,
after all .. im letting it all gone .
like .. okie . im serious this time *
i really hate that feeling that bug me from morning to night ,
night to morning ; every single day thinking & reflecting so much .
YES . sinces i've no guts to , I might as well let go ?
its better then thinking so much , knowing that it will never happen
& making myself or others so miserable ?
i guess i'll stick back to my oldold life , i cant make my life change at all .
yes , such a useless bitch ! a bigibig failure indeed ):
so , FULLSTOPS to all wishful ; foolish thinking & imaginations . thank you for all you've done .
i'll let go , i will .
BLAHHHH ~ okok . enough !
hoho . a long post today . till here ,
tc all !
* & whispering of sweet nothings . "

2007-04-25T03:31:00.000+08:00

Hellos !
haven been updating this blogg for days :/
its already rotting ! "
so yah , a short posting here .
today ? nearly late for school with auntay ! hoho . like .. again "
we missed our 70 luh ! :x
still reach somehow on the dot ,
but sitted right at the back of our class .
school was as usual , a sucky one :\
lessons ? its worse ! -.-
i lie lifelessly on the table during most of the lessons ,
sigh , a part of me is dying soon D:
so yah , let me think if there's any intersting stuffs happen during lesson ..
oh YES ! there is there is !!!
last period , during PHY * hoho , mrYEO came .
& we were all given a class test ,
eh wait .. that's not even a test for our class please !
our classmates were all shouting , passing , exchanging ... . ...
or what-so-ever the answers here & there , Lol
&& after the "test" , his lessons starts ~
he gave us paper for us to make our small book -.='''
but you know , for my class .. gone case !
people were using the paper to fold aeroplanes ,
& start throwing & aiming at him . hoho "
poor thing lah mrYEO !
everyone treated him like as if his invisible ._.
had our class photo taking today ,
i swear i hate taking class photo .
GOSH " it's super ugly please ! :/
after school , walk out with the girls , took 80 to cp .
as usual , lunched & slack at ldf with auntay .
& yepps , she brainwashed me throughout that few hours ,
BIGBIGBIGBIG thanks to aunty tayyinying ! :D
i know you're trying ur best to help me , thanks muchly !
well .. give me somemore time , to sort out everything . to let go or hold on ?till here . nites & tc all !* if only i got the guts . "

2007-04-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

HELLOS EARTH !
yepps , i've changed blog skin . again
something wrong with the previous skin lah ,
the background went missing -.-''''
but the current skin looks so emo !
Gosh , like .. the picture & the song played ~ :\
make my whole blogg until so emo , wth ~
butbutbut , im not emo okie ! :D
another black&white skin , well . black&white are my Loveeeeees .
guess i will change again soon , if i've found a better one .
hmm . okie , here to post on yesterday's stuffs !
SATURDAY i mean , sorry for late updates .
so yah , a great day with my auntay .
outies with her had always been great & wonderful !
i almost forget wad i did ytd ,
OMG " ass , ur STM is getting worse already ! ._.
recall recall recall ~ '
okie . if im not wrong . . .
i meet auntay around 12.30 at ldf .
hoho " i rmb im late that day , sorry auntay *
trained down to bugis & we went shoooooping !
okie , the whole bugis street was like super kuay sio luh ,
manymany ppl pushing & banging here & there
so , me&aunty did the same thing ;
pushing here & there too . ! LOL , we're aunties please *
after sometime in that stuffy street ,
went into bugis shooping mall , heh " finally a air-conED place .
i swear i can die inside the street !
like .. you know , i always need fresh air ! hurrr -.-
shop shop shop & took neo prints .
tell you , i hate that machine to the max ~
it snap super fast for godness sake ! :/
we still haven prepare then it snap ald . wth
overall , i still love taking photo with my aunty !!! *
was actually going down to somerset & shooop again ,
but , we're real tired & our legs are killing us please ! hurr
trained down to PS ,
& went shoooooping again .
Lunch-ed at Pastamania with aunty ,
hoho , told ya . the food there is super yummmmy ! [:
around 5 plus ? left PS & trained back to cp .
on the way back , stopped & get down at boon keng ! Lol ~
Yes , i swear we're real lame !
stooped at the station just to take photos ._.
&& after taking all we wan , trained back to cp .
went off to slack with Billy & Michael at the park ,
saw so many small kids around shouting here & there ,
i miss my childhood moments .. D:
hmm . & we start taking photots at the park again ,
went back to cp with aunty & dinner-ed at mos .
then slack awhile at ldf before going home .
bused 159 & went home . i enjoyed myself with aunty ! :D
so , a day passed ~

TODAY !
sunddday , known as my " reflection day " -.-
so yah , as usual . stayed at home the rooooot whole of today !
& i really need fresh air now D:
wake up around 8 plus in the morning , hoho " early uh ?
i didnt set any alarm or what-so-ever ,
ownself automatic wake up ._. for hell no reason luh !
okie , nvm . ! used to it "
wash up & everything , came online the whole day .
yaya , that same old routine every sunday .
hours of reflections in the afternoon , reflect reflect & reflect none stop ):
i swear my head gona ~~burst~~ sooner !
oh , i abandon my friendster agn ? :/
no way , shall update SOON *
so yah . tmr monday , schooolings & everything gona start again .
mid year exams coming soon , mugg hard everyone ! JIAYOHS * :D
OMG " there's PE & assembly tmr !
prey hard it will be a better day *
& its the 22th ; 213 days "
.. lots of thoughts were still in my mind right now .
urrgggggggh ! its so messed up inside D:
i really wna be sure of what i want & the ending i'll be getting .
but .. i've already spented more then enough time thinking & reflecting , NONE STOP ):& i wonder , when can i finally say ;
" oh , no more reflections & no more crying for ass , & i meant it :D "
its so hard to explain .

SATURDAYS pictures up ~

tata *
till here , tc all !

2007-04-21T11:46:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO !
hoho . okie , a quick post here before i went off to meet auntay !
yepps yepps , townING ~ :D
please God , just let me enjoy myself today alrighhhhhhhht ?
so yah , just changed blogg song ; " I'll Remember You "
i rmb i ever use it in my blogg before . heh
yes , i love this song & the lyrics most (:

No Secrets - I'll Remember You Lyrics

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you ,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you ,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be , forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared , the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou ,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou ,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be , forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you , you

I'll remember you ,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you ,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be , forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby , I'll remember you

tata ! hoho "
will update again soon ,
okok , enough ! im late already :\
till here , tc all ! * & everyday i looked at it , the happines was right infront of me all along . "

2007-04-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

HELLOS WORLD !
backkkk blogging , again , a fast post .
just changed a new skin , no black&white this time . hoho "
a rather simple skin ? yepps yepps . i like the font size (:
so yah . another day passed ~
the old same routine every single day .
wake up with that " i-dont-want-go-school " mind again :/
ass , please please ! Mid year exams are approaching ,
no more " i-dont-want-go-school " thinkings alright ?
STUDY STUDY STUDY *
aunty & me went late for school today , hoho !
we know we already got no time ,
but we're still taking our own sweet time walking to school .
so yah , we were only late for a few mins .
no SAW , but stupid punishments ; running -.-
so you see , a stupid school -
& early in the morning , my earing was caught TWO times . wth "
one by vp & another by sl tcher -.-'''
after running , went toliet with aunty & slacked for around 15 minsbefore going back class for lessons ~
hoho , yepps . we are a good students you know ?
mrYEO was absent today , 3N3 class made him die ? YES YES !
throw too much chair already laaaa ._.
that sl tcher came in & take our class ,
okie , she sucks many alright ?
no combs , no mirror , no hp , no ... ... ... TSK "
sitted togather chatting with the girls & we pretend we're studying ! (:
recess , hoho . can drinks today ! tcher wan can for recycling (whatever the spelling is)
went for the chinese extra class after school ,
yes la , ass is such a failure !
sheng wei hua ren fail hua wen -.-''' well done !
&& last , went for band .
OMFG ! i got a new jr :/ Gd luck ass .
so , band was alright today . practice for school's 55th anni. thingie .
& time passes fast for band today , hoho .
hmm . sec3 was told to stay back & talk about the band improvements & stuffs
& was dissmissed around 6.45 ,
walk out with the girls & bused 70 home !
so . no more sat band practice , but im meeting aunty for our outies tmr .
yes , im so looking forward to it !
... && i did something wrong today D:
shit , i know i should not have done that .
fucking ass . ! please control in future okie ?
afterall , you know its just those wishful & foolish thinkings .
butbutbut .. you're that someone that i dont wna lose ):
okok , enough of craps -
till here , tc all !
* i wish i could sleep forever . "

2007-04-18T02:50:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLOS ! my eyes just couldnt close & bring me to sleep now ! grrr "
so yepps , i went to school today .
wake up , the first thing that came into my mind is - " i-dont-want-go-sch ! " D:
got this urge feeling of pontending school this morning ,
but at last , i still came lah -.-'''
meet up aunty at cp ldf .
trained to serangoon mrt & bused 70 to school ,
& we reach school on the dot today !
so .. no more morning band practice already ,
seriously , i really miss morning practice alot . how sad !
just imagine , early in the morning we're playing "sunrise" inside band room ,
&& recording our 2 songs here & there -
awwwws " i miss band ):
hmm .. after 2 weeks of morning practice ,
was not use to singing mari kita at parade square :\
went back class ,
chinese ; YES ! i pay attention . copying " bi ji " .
mrsNG was absent agn ! hoho . & we got a total of 3 period FREE ~
lessons continue & then recess .
Rahhs . im really dying please , my headache get worst today !!!
sickening ass "
i sleep for almost that 2 full period of SS :/
last period was phy , LOUD-OUT-LOAD . the tcher went mad today !
i think he suffers from brain damage you know ,
throwing chairs here & there -.- *shake head*
like i say , mrsNG was absent today .
so during ACT , no tcher came in at all .
&& we dismiss ourself early by 15 mins ? hoho ~
aunty , beta & me went for our d&t practical work ,
& soon angbabie & melivia came too .
hurr , i dont even know wth im doing with the cardborad & penknife -.-
just anyhow cut cut cut & make a stupid holder .
walk out with the girls & bused 80 to cp with aunty ,
as usual . ate , slacked & talked at ldf . hoho ~
around 6 plus , bused 159 & went home !
so yah , i have sorted out my thoughts ,
well .. im actually glad enough that we didnt get piece of paper .
should treasure what we have , at least ; we still won a medal yah ?
although its just a bronze medal , but i know it means alot (:
but i heard we got a HIGH bronze !
like .. FIVE marks away to a SILVER this year syf's judges are way way wayyyyyy tooooooo STRICT ! i can tell you that i super hate the judges now ! ~~fuck~~ , qu chi da pain lah ! the standard went super HIGH , manymany GOLD band droppped this year . so ppl , dont get upset over this matter okie ? we'll show the world , we're proud to be a bronze band . cheer up cheer up , what's over is already over . & is all not about winning that medal ; but its the process that we had gone through & the passion that is flowing in us . morever , 10 MINUTES IS NEVER ENOUGH TO JUDGE A BAND * that's just a medal , most impotant is ; we've already won in our heart ! :D everyone have been working very hard for the past few months ; we know that we have accomplished everything that are supposed to be done & we've try our very best . so , i hope we've really leave the stage with no regrets left . anyway " DONT GIVE UP ! we still can make it * there's gona be another SYF in 2 years time ahead . GAMBATTE okie . tmr school again ): .. how i wish there's still band practice every mon , tue & fri . at least , it can still take my time away & keep me occupied . i wan MIA ! i felt that i couldnt compromise myself anymore . i find no ways, totally . avoiding a truth that i cant even believe im avoiding , how stupid ? hoho . okie , enough craps ! a long post , till here - nites & tc all ! * & i really got alot to say , but i dont know where to start . "

2007-04-17T04:35:00.000+08:00

HELLOS WORLD !
a fast post here , had been skiping days from updating already .
which was so baddddd la .
was not really in the "blogging" mood now ,
butbut . to prevent my blog from rotting , will update just abit .
many many ppl morning call me today , hoho
BIGBIG thanks to ppl for morning call !
wake up at 5 sharp this morning ,
bathed , prepared & went off to school .
reach school around 6.30AM " yepps . super early please .
was told to clip up hair , LIKE wth ~
i look totally like a perfect idiot -.-
so . fall in , warm up , changed , prepared
& then head to singapore conference hall .
on the way , everyone in the bus was like sooooo hyper . hoho
i swear its super cold there ,
all our instrument & sound went so flat :/
so , 10 mins for us to tune up & everything in a room .
waited for around 5 mins outside the hall before our turn ,
okie , i dont know how to explain that kind of feelings at that moment of time .
something like .. super super nervous ? yepps , i think so "
Finally , went up on stage & played the 2 piece of songs ,
finshed the pieces & went off the stage .
& many ppl cried after that . was like .. real astonished ! D:
we know we play badly . yes , we know .
so the whole jounery back school was like so slient please ,
totally different from the hyper mood ):
went back school , somehow feel kind of stress up .
had our breaks & then went back class for lesson .
& nobody even have the mood for lesson at that time ,
everyone was so worried about the result lah .
arouns 1 plus , the result were released , we got a bronze .
YES , i feel sooooooooooooooo shi bai now .
after months & months of sweats & hard works ,
we brought back a bronze medal .
from a silver band dropped to a bronze band ):
seriously , i hatehatehate that colour alot !
so , many ppl breakdown after knowing the results D:
it was full of crying & sorrows , really really terrible .
yepps , guess that we just needed more time to accecpt all these . sigh ~
was excuse form ACT & d&t extra class ,
everyone was super not okay .
photo taking , cleaning of instruments & band room , & band dismissed .
walk out with the girls & bused 70 home .
Fwaahhhh ~ how i wish there's no school tmr ,
i really dont feel like going school ! :/
~~fuck~~ ! my splitting headache & eyes is killing me .
yepps , && finally . can come school with aunty from tmr onwards !
i miss coming school on the dot luh *
.. & another night awake with wide eyes open ,
my mind keep on reflecting , thinking hell loads of things .
i really got alot of things to say ,
but i just dont know where the hell to start & how to put it in words ): im really sorry !
everything in my mind like crashed together .
yes . everytime i tired , but it always fail '
maybe all the while im always the one holding on to it , isnt it ?
useless ass , bitch !
argh " okok , fine fine . enough of craps !
a long post , till here . !
nites & tc all "
* sometimes i wonder , if i still got that determination to carry on .

2007-04-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

& its the 14th

- 205 days '

[ Dearly keep in my mind , ~~unforsaken~~ ]

HELLOS WORLD !
back blogging , i apologise for late updates !
so yah , here to post on SATURDAY ; the 14th *
overall , it was peace day i guess .
wake up around 7 plus ,
Yes . 7 AM :\ super early please .
bathed , prepared & came online " awhile "
&& went off to school for band .
hoho , band starts at 8AM
but as usual . im late , for 1 hour ._.
you know , ASS will never be on time for everything .
band band band , & again practice in the hall for around 4 to 5 hours .
its the last combine we had before syf , JIAYOHS BMB [:
so , band dismissed around 1 plus ,
walk out wid the girls & bused 70 home .
reach home , bathed & prepare for outies .
meet aunty at around 2.30PM at ldf
was actually going town for our shopping sprees ,
but sad case , its already quite late by the time we reach there .
so yepps , we only went near near places .
PLAZAsing ! hoho . (:
after being there for some time ,
trained back to kovan !
went to mac & eat while waiting for the girls ,
& then decided to went back mrt sation to slack plus waiting .
saw melivia pretty while waiting .
&& at last , we went back mac AGN to wait -.-
YES , i know we are real stoopied !
well , finally Momo , Weifang & Emelia cabbed over & came around 6 plus .
slacked outside mac & went madddddd with the girls .
was shouting here & there over the snap-shot photos . Lol ~
hmm . around 7 plus plus ? Michael & Billy joined us .
ya , as usual . took photos -
we are like taking none stop pics please !
went in mac & slack ,
yes , you know wad i gona say this time .
AGAIN & AGAIN ; photo taking . hohos "
around 8 plus , byebye to them & trained back to cp with auntay ,
meet irene & sakinah to passed them something
had my dinner with aunty.
yepps , & again talk alot with her ,
i swear we got a NEVER ENDING chapter of story to share '
pt , keep holding on alright ?
cause you know we'll make it through .
so yah , bused 159 & reach home around 9.30PM .
ohya , I FOUND MY EZLINK ! ((:
on pony's bed ._.
okie , i have no idea why it end up at there too .
so . a whole day outside having fun & stuffs .. yepps .
somehow it keep me occupied , but loads of things were still flowing in my mind .
i keep on thinking & reflecting .
... i swear one day , i'll get choked up inside .
i wish i could just press stop & then rewind .
back to where problems were easier to solve ,
to where things weren't so complicated
& to where i got so much courage & confidents .
* the mixed feelings and misgivings . "

& SAT'S pictures uploadED *

the retard ass ! :D

aunty kissing me ! :D LOL ~

my mrBEAN " taken last last week during chemistry ! hohos "tata , till here ! tc all ~

2007-04-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

School was as usual sucky today ,
.. & there goes the same to my day .
another pure torture
i forced myself out of bed ! :/
bathed , prepared & then went off to school .
super real tired in the morning ,
was yawning all the way to school ~
&& i nearly fallen asleep in the bus ._.
morning band practice & went back class
boring lessons continue ;
had many class test today ! ENGLISH , D&T & CHEM .
ya , as usual , i flunked ALL 3 .
hoho " great job , well done ass -.-
Yes , i hope im slowing catching my mind back from somewhere else .
i seriously need more concentrations on studies please !
PAY ATTENTION & copy notes during today's MT & SS lessons :D
ASS , keep it up *
so yah , today's weather was best !
i love cool & rainy days , but minus the thunder .
went for band after school ; & FIVE more days ~ JIAYOHS PPL !
walk out with the girls , bused 70 & went home .
urgggh " my horrible headache is killing me ):
plus plus , that ucler . ~~fuck !~~
friday the 13th ; ppl says its bad luck day D:
i guess for me , its gona be a double badbad day .
OMFG , tmr wearing band uniform !
.. okie , i know its not time for complaining
but , i really hate wearing band uniform :/
i swear i look like perfect idiot !
`@#$%&*!
i saw 2 snails on my way home ._.
okie , a very short post here . blogg update-ED *
good night world !
& i told my heart a lie
i could feel the weaknesses coming
i seriously dont know wad to do ):
* & on the verge of breaking down . "

2007-04-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

HELLOS WORLD !
so , today just aint my day .
.. back to square one , ~~badbad~~ day once again D:
see see see ? told ya , good thing wont always last "
nvm , somehow used to it already .
i couldnt sleep last night !
was super restless & my eyes was like shutting down anytime ,
i look at the bed .. but cant get to sleep at all .
its super frustrating please . & end up , i only slept for 1 hour -.- damn ~~fucking~~ tiring !
like again , reach late for band .
as usual morning practices starts ,heard that there's improvement today (: hohos , JIAYOHS !
went back class &&& lessons starts .
urgggh " super dissappointed in myself ,
i didnt really concentrate on any lessons today ! wth -
i say i'll study hard , but .. ):
ass , you are really a total failure .
so , tried to stay awake through out all the boring lessons
but still nth goes in :\
it was pure torture !
to forced my eye to open WIDE WIDE ,
& i was like yawnING every single min lah .
okie , forget about school , studies & lessons .
CONCLUSION ; school was as usual a sucky one & i didnt pay attention on any lessons *
after school , went for band " awhile " .
super sorry to kept aunty & momo waiting !
left earlier then the rest , walked out with the girls & head to bus stop .
hoho , total madness !
bused 80 with auntay & head to cp .
as usual . lunch & slack at ldf ; heart to heart talk again .
totally no wishful thinkings or any imagine stuffs today .
instead , we talk about something that make us more awake & to move on !
aunty , keep it up alright ? we can make it ! :D
bused 159 & went home .
ohgod , im having gastric pain !
all thanks to that bloody ucler , it didnt get any better still -.-'''
get well soon PLEASE *
i didnt went to update friendster , like .. its back rotting D:
WONDERFUL ! i've lost something again .
-.- this time is my ez-link . ~~Fuck~~ !
Gosh ! imgaine using coins ? super troublesome plus noisy can ?!
see ?! before that was my books , now .. ezlink .
tell me , what's next .. ?? how i wish i'll lost myself too ! ):
i feel so bad .
im thinking of ... again . fucking ass ,
should seriously kill myself for god sake !
for the past few months , i've thought i've gotten over it .
but well , maybe i had , maybe i have not . i dont know too !
argh " something's real wrong with my brain .
.. it's just this little part of me , wanting to keep all those fond memories .
but still , everything is back to square one . im back to square one ):
a sudden breakdown this time .
I guess i was really in the wrong ,
so yah . ass , please ; give up & let go alright ?
you're making a HELL fool of yourself all the while .
just let go & dont hold onto it anymore .
all you have to do now is just concentrate WELL on your studies *
no more troubles or nonsenes from ass . i just wish i could sleep forever & never wake up ! hoho .
alright , E-N-O-U-G-H please !
so like again , its not emo stuffs .
JUST a own self reflections okie ,tmr there's school plus morning band & lessons x3 :/ass , you gota ENDURE ! enough craps ! till here , blogg update-ED *nites & tc all !* & i know eventually i've to let go . " (:

2007-04-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

im freaking tired now ! :/
so , just a short short post here alright .
like i say , im blogging " regularly "
im late for band today . hoho , reach around 7 ?
as usual , morning band practice starts .
first 4 period was all the way d&t , im half done with my foilo already . Yes , GAMBATTE !
after d&t was math , mrCHUA came in .
my math .. urgggh ! forget it .
afterall , im just a math noob !
recess , brought green tea & went back class . had so much laughters with momo , weifang & aunty during ME . Lol !we almost went mad please ! was keep disiao-ing the tcher :Dwell done girls ! hohos ~
&&&lessons continue .
went to sit at the back with auntay during chemistry .
awwws , i miss sitting at the back can ): D: im really trying my very best to concentrate during every lesson .. butbut my mind always went somewhere else :/ ~~Fuck~~ !BREAK ; being a guai kia . hoho
did a last min studying of GEO .. but well , nth goes in -.-'''
so yah , flunk the whole paper . again ~
i left alot of questions undone ! :x cong xi wo hor .
went to band after school ,
once again , they practice inside the hall .
after band , everyone stayed inside band room .
had a .. okie , i dont know how to put in words too ,
somehow like a " reflection talk " ??
yah .. so people were crying here & there D:
but seriously , after hearing those words . it really wake me up abit .
as in like , ABIT la .
so , 1 more week to syf . JIAYOHS !
ass . just ENDURE for awhile more alright ?
its just 7 more days , like .. only 3 more practice away . cherish the time well .
i hope the hard work will paid off , we can make it ppl !
band was dismiss at 7 , walk out with the girls .
bused 70 with hweeling & went home .
OMG ! i had a ucler somewhere inside my lips :/
like .. super pain please !
i just ate 2 apples , && that shall be my dinner for today ! hohos .
.. & the min i close my eye , i saw the image of you .
i swear it was so clear ):
okie , blog update-ED * .
till here , nites & tc all !
* & saying sorry became a word to shut me up instead .

2007-04-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

- 200 days '
[ Dearly keep in my mind , ~~unforsaken~~ ]

im blogging regularly now . :D
hoho " which was of cos gooddddddd .
i really cant stand my blog from rotting please .
so today . yah
after all . it was finally a " alright " day for ass !
i guess its because of no bad news was heard , that's why ..
but i know gooddd things wont last .
something bad again will sureLY happen soon .. or maybe tmr ? who knows ?
wake up at 5AM sharp today !
Yes , i know im so kiasu (:
well . set manymany alarm clocks around every side of the bedroom do really helps !
thanks Hweeling for morning call !
bathed , prepared & went off to school .
bused 70 & when it reaches school bus stop , having maomao yu ~
reach school at 6.45AM , zhun zhun * hoho ~
soon , morning band practices starts .
didnt went for assembly again :/ urrrgh ~
i missed the malay dances performance , sad case
but heard from auntay that its was a nice one !
& they are going for SYF tmr ! hoho , gd luck girls :D
PE , went up hall & had our 5 stations .
& again , lessons starts :x
Rah ! i've been losing many things nowadays .
like .. i just lost my ear piece (alright , wadever the spelling is) ,
now , i've lost my GEO textbook & PHY workbook ; wonderful -.-'''
both this books have been lost sinces the mid of last month !
untill NOW , then i know its missing ,
hohos . this prove how much " hard work " i have been putting in my studies .
well done ASS ! (:
gosh , & my GEO tb was still FULLY new one can .?
i didnt even write my name down for god sake !
hmm . just prey hard that i'll found it back asap ,
i dont want spend another $18 just to buy that bloody book again . wth ~
grr " okie , forget it . i dont think it can be found .
ass , please no more losing of things again alright ?
ACT having math , mrCHUA came in .
get back our class test's paper ,
hoho . improve by 3 marks . 3/30 * good job !
head for band , did foot drail :x
like , total MALU please !
i swear i look like an idiot , marching here & there !
just imagine that .. OMFG !
& the rest of the time did combine all the way in canteen .
sometimes i wonder wad is the band room build for .. ?
practice x3 untill my lips like going to dropp off anytime ;
& my fingers like all gona tanger togather ._.
band was dismissed around 6.45PM .
walk out with girls , bused 70 & reach home around 7.45PM .
im super restless now lah !
there's still school tmr & its TUESDAY .. okie , NO MORE Fwaaahs !
should be GLAD somehow ..
& im just preying for a better day , nothing more .
im fearing of something which i dun even know wad im fearing of ,
this feeling totally sucks i swear !
* from the depths of my soul , it's beyond my control .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA COUSIN ! :D

2007-04-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hellos !
alright , here to blog out of boredom .
im bored , ppl ):
i've stayed at home the whole of today !
gosh " w/o even stepping out of my house for fresh air .
yepps , wake up around 10AM plus .
as in like .. wake up automatic for hell no reason ,
tried going back to sleep , but failed -.-
so , came onlined for almost the whole day .
.. & spended my whole afternoon doing self reflections D: yah .. again
but sometimes i really got to reflect on myself ,
to see wad i've actually done & find ways to change .. ?
okie .. more like a exam reflections luh -.-''''
urrrgh . i need fresh air now , NOW NOW NOW ~
i feel like im so ~~suffocate~~ by all those reflection i've done :/
ok ass , enough of craps please . !
back to main point *
there's school tmr .
i dont know if i shoud be :D or D:
:D cause of ; no more doing of reflections as school works keeps me occupied .
D: cause of ; nightmares & endless problems .
like .. OMG .
so ppl , tell me if i should be :D or D: ???
okok , fine ! sorry for talking rubbish .
im just trying to make my posting abit longer luh .
tmr gota go for morning band practice again :/
the tcher say need to reach school by 6.45AM , no late or what so ever ;
if not the next day gota reach by 6.30AM already , wth ~
might as well call us to overnight there better -.-
wapaing eh , i really miss going to school latelate with auntay can ?! forget it , ENDURE *
so as usual , i guess i gota set 20 alarm clock this time ._.
well . just hope nothing goes bad for tmr , i seriously need a better day .
& after doing those reflections , i feel it still didnt wake me up at all .
~~fuck~~ ! just tell me how many more reflections to go untill i've totally wake up ?! ):
* slapslap * TSK !
& deep down my heart , i miss you alot . sigh ~ tc all .
- hidden in the inside , those thoughts & feeling . "